Im so messed up.

I just cut a few seconds ago,i dont know if it was because i just found out my parents are divorcing,or that plus all my other complications blended in with that.I had stopped cutting for awile but,lately i find myself doing it again and,more often than last time.Evertime i walk into a room,i cant help thinking wats inthe room that i can hurt myself with.I know its probably because im trying to find a shorcut out of all this mess,and i know it doesnt solve the problem but, i just cant stop myself.Just today ive used a razor,a pair of scizzors,a knife,and a protractor.I just cant stop myself and im really scared.

Hey PM me if you want 2 talk. I'm 14 and going through a divorce and i started cutting a few months ago, but i learned how to keep it down to minimum. if you need support or just sumone to talk to you can either PM me or e-mail me at XxWritergurl06xX@aol.com .

((((((((( depressedgirl )))))))))
Im sorry you have to go through a divorce...my parents have been divorced since i was 2, so i dont really remember what it was like...but i dont like how it is now. I know how you feel about the cutting, im having trouble with that too. I really hope you can find a way around all of it.
PM me if you'd like to talk.
Hugs,
-Megan-

sometimes people get addicted to si. it raises people endorphins. Can you find other thigns to do besides cutting? if you want to cut take the things that you have to cut with and get rid of them. then go for a walk, write, watch tv, exercise, anything to make your self not si. the longer you can hold out to not hurt your self the better you will be.

I try not to hurt myself,but,i always seem to be able to find anything i can to hurt myself with.

Yeah, it's easy to find ways you can hurt yourself. But the challenge is to find something else you can do instead.

...I hear you and I have an understanding the depth of pain and anguish that brings one to cause damage to their physical self...it is excrutiating to say the least....and I wish there was words I could give you....it is a desparate struggle....please hang in & hang on....that may be the best you can do right now...Take care......
--Angie--

Hello I hope things are betterfor you at this time. My name is Soidhonia and I want to leave you a phone number that you can call if you are in crisis. 1-800-DONT-CUT and 1-800273-Talk if you would like to talk to someone in person.. I will also leave you my email address in case you would like to email. neohiodbsa@yahoo.com all information is kept confidential. take care Soidhonia

Hey everyone,i know i havent been on in awile but,thats because things have ben so bad lately with the cutting and depression and voices and everything that i kinda went crazy at school and got sent to the hospital.Im on my bi-polar and ADHD meds again because they found out about my parents not buying them anymore,so they contacted my school and my guidance counsellor is going to make sure im on them everyday.Thanks for all the advice and support.im still a little confused about everything.I have a new psychiatrist now,but,she comes to my school during my study period because my parents said they wont take me to one themselves.Im still feeling really depressed and everything but my psychiatrist says its normal to stll feel depressed and violent and angry and confused when you've been off your meds for as long as i have and just getting back on them.She said since ive been off them for so lond it will probably take awile for them to take affect.but,i just wanted everyone to know i really appreciate the support.i just have a question and my Pdoc isnt available right now and i havent talked to her in 2 days because ive been sick with a stomach virus.How long will it take for my meds to take affect?Because im tired or feeling depressed,scared,and confused.