Feeling hopeless and lost

WMS84 · Dec 05, 2022, 10:36 AM

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Originally Posted by MimiBhaduri0

Too depressed. I am unemployed and stay with my parents. I have food and shelter but there is no love. My dad wanted to have me as his girlfriend and my mom refused to stand by me. My other people are mean to me as well. My ex American boyfriend dumped me while the ex before him is an anti-social, in fact a terrorist, and is threatening to kill me. He and his people physically torture me every day. They hold high positions in the Indian defense department and I camnot go to the police to complain against them.

I wrote to the usa government several times asking for refuge but have not received any response. Im currently stuck in India, dying a little every day. I would have killed myself had I not had 3 cats who are completely dependent on me. If I die they will die. Is there no help for me?? I will not survive if I cannot get out of India.

Hang in there. You have a lot of support here.

MimiBhaduri0 · Dec 12, 2022, 10:24 AM

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Originally Posted by WMS84

Hang in there. You have a lot of support here.

I hope I can find refuge in some other western country because usa is not going to have me back. India is absolutely toxic for me.

Dec 12, 2022, 04:01 PM

s for a mimi

MimiBhaduri0 · Jan 02, 2023, 10:42 PM

Have not been well. Not washed my hair for over a month and not taken bath for over 10 days. Oversleeping. Tired. Less energy. Quite frustrated. Still hanging in there and not giving up hope.