Feeling hopeless and lost

God bless you, dear Mimi!

God bless you, dear Mimi!

We all loves a Mimi

"this post is a duplicate"

Thanks Breaking Dawn. Hope you have a good week.

I have been in a lot of pain since this Monday. Virtual pins and needles being inserted in my nose, eyes, face, gums, tongue, the oxygen supply to my brain reduced leading to tiredness and exhaustion, my right arm hurting and going numb from time to time and many other things.
I have spent the most productive years of my youth( from 22 y.o. to 30 y.o.) like an invalid in India, being sick from being tortured 24/7. In other words, I wasted my youth just doing nothing.
The US government could easily get me out of India back to usa bringing an end to this relentless torture by the Indian terrorists, who are holding me as a virtual hostage, but they are apathetic to my condition, they just don't care. But why?? Why am I being detained in India against my will?
Why this Injustice to me? Why refuse to treat me like a US citizen though I was born and brought up in the usa? What did I do to deserve this life? Why do I not have my human rights as a us citizen?
God please give me justice. I can't go on like this for ever. Please have mercy on me God. Save me.

Oh, my goodness, Mimi. Lots of hugs & love to you.

Thank you so much.

A big pile of loves showering all over mimi and her thread

Thank you willowtigger.

((((((( mimi )))))

Thank you fuzzy.
I am grateful that you read my post.
I hope more people read my post.....

I am better today, but I feel so hopeless....
I guess it is not unnatural under my circumstances.

Thinking of you and sending gentle hugs and supportive vibes. I hope you feel better soon.

I'm glad you're feeling a little better, Mimi!

mimi deserves to find happiness

mimi

willowtigger

Dear Mimi, you are loved here! God bless you & your wonderful, beloved cats!

Thanks much Breaking Dawn. Much love to you too.

Thank you willowtigger.

I feel like a guinea pig. They think I am disposable.
Why do I not have the right to a normal life? To work, to marry, to have children, to go back to school and complete my Masters and
PhD? I had so many dreams....now they will never come true.
I sacrificed everything for the country I was born and grew up in - my brain, my us passport and papers and even my identity, yet they abandoned me. I feel betrayed.
Truly said....grief is the price we pay for love.

A bit better today. Less pain and a little more energy. Thank you God and thank you all my friends on the forum who keep sending me hugs and love. Truly grateful.

Feeling drowsy, tired and exhausted....again the oxygen supply to my brain is down. I am sick and tired of this happening every other day. I wish I wouldn't need oxygen to survive. I wish I lived alone on another planet with my cats and nobody could cause me any harm. Oh God!

Oh, dear Mimi, I know this feeling. So many times I have said and do say how I wish I could be somewhere else, or be invisible, or to have never been born. It's such a painful experience. I feel so sad for you. I will continue wishing & praying for your escape from this situation.

Thank you so much Breaking Dawn. Truly grateful.