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Old Jan 21, 2022, 05:33 PM
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I think I can make today better than yesterday, which was a sad day. I gotta put some effort in.

Took Ativan 2 mg earlier. It was a help.
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Old Jan 23, 2022, 02:37 PM
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I been feeling really depressed lately. I wish that I could feel just a little better.
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Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Jan 23, 2022, 02:38 PM
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I think I can make today better than yesterday, which was a sad day. I gotta put some effort in.

Took Ativan 2 mg earlier. It was a help.
Awesome. I wish that I had that kind of motivation.
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Everyone can do magic - Cassie Nightgale the good witch.

Dear Diary today will be different today I can smile it will be genuine because today is the day I get to live.

This life will be good and beautiful, but not without heartbreak.

In death come peace. But pain is the cost of living.

Like love, it's how we know we're alive.

And life goes on.

That my life weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic and I owe all to Stephen. - Eleanor Gilbert Vampire Diaries
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Old Jan 23, 2022, 07:11 PM
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I feel awful low. I guess I slept right last night - probably thanks to Atvan 2 mg.

Today I continue to have weepy spells. Staying in bed a lot. Feel cold when I get up. My house is messy. Xmas stuff strewn around.

I'm alone too much. I think of calling family. but I don't like to be a bother.
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Old Jan 23, 2022, 08:14 PM
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I didn't do a single thing today. Except have little crying spells.
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Old Jan 24, 2022, 08:44 PM
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Feeling fairly depressed right now
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Old Jan 24, 2022, 09:11 PM
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I'm breaking down sobbing every few hours since 1/19. Grief, depression and fear all mixed together.

I went to a shelter to look at dogs. I'ld like to have a dog. I don't believe in getting a dog as a way of "fixing" my life. I've been wanting a dog for years.
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Old Jan 24, 2022, 09:42 PM
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I'm breaking down sobbing every few hours since 1/19. Grief, depression and fear all mixed together.

I went to a shelter to look at dogs. I'ld like to have a dog. I don't believe in getting a dog as a way of "fixing" my life. I've been wanting a dog for years.
A dog would be wonderful!
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Old Jan 24, 2022, 11:15 PM
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Old Jan 26, 2022, 08:08 PM
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This is the lowest I've been in many months. Wiping away tears.

This won't last forever - I tell myself. It never does.
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Old Jan 27, 2022, 03:03 AM
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Can't sleep. Just took Ativan 2 mg.

If I clean up my house tomorrow, I'll probably feel a lot better. I've been so sad and so down.
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Old Jan 27, 2022, 07:39 AM
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I'm not doing well.
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Old Jan 27, 2022, 10:23 AM
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A dog would be wonderful!
Thank you for the encouragement.
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Old Jan 27, 2022, 06:45 PM
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I think I'm starting to come out of this bad state I've been in. The last few days were miserable.
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Old Jan 29, 2022, 05:40 PM
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Was busy with cleaning this morning and that's about it. Nothing much else. I felt alright this morning. This afternoon I feel a bit sunk. Just now I called my sister because she lives in the area that's very hard hit with the blizzard. She's doing OK - at least there hasn't been a power outage at where she is. A lot of people have no power near where she is. I felt the need to call her because of the blizzard, but other than that, I preferred not to call her.
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Old Jan 29, 2022, 10:01 PM
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Felt rotten all day.
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Old Jan 30, 2022, 06:27 AM
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I'm trying very hard to keep it together.
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Old Jan 30, 2022, 10:12 PM
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I think the Trintellix is losing its effectiveness. I've been feeling down for months and been in denial about it for awhile. My work is monitoring me and I don't want to lose this job. I spent the day updating my resume finally and applying to jobs, so hopefully something will come out of that. I'm exhausted now. it's the most energy I've had in months.
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Old Jan 30, 2022, 10:26 PM
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Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day.

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4). Hashimoto
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6). Asthma
7). Atopic dermatitis
8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria
9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1)
10). Gluten sensitivity
11). EpiPen carrier
12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. .
13). Alopecia Areata
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Old Jan 30, 2022, 11:12 PM
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Just tired this weekend and did manage to get a few things done and went for a walk yesterday just in time too since today it was rainy.
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Old Jan 31, 2022, 09:08 AM
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I'm still struggling with an episode of depression that started 1/19. I'm improved compared to before yesterday. Still, I feel like everything's a struggle.
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Old Jan 31, 2022, 09:20 AM
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Feeling down. I'm so tired of being tired. Tired as in everything feels like it takes a monumental effort.

I don't feel ready to start my day. I need to get started on work and take a shower. My hair is very tangled. I also need to do laundry and clean my kitchen before my psychiatrist appointment at 3:30pm.

Sad, sad, sad. I feel lonely but I also really don't want to interact with anyone because it takes too much effort.

At a loss.
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Old Jan 31, 2022, 01:47 PM
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I have too many thoughts in my head and just want to stop and get away and rest. I finally made an appointment with my regular therapist for this week. I haven't talked to her in over a year. I've been using an online therapy service and it isn't the same.
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Old Jan 31, 2022, 03:19 PM
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Already I feel so bad.
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Old Jan 31, 2022, 08:54 PM
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