Stuck

6 weeks ago, I was hurt on the job. Since then I've lost money, and most coping skills. I've questioned if I was hurt the whole time. Sometimes I feel fine, then days like today happen and stress gets higher. Waiting on an MRI to be completed to know if something actually is wrong.

Yesterday I talked with my t, but ended up saying that nothing seems to work. There's so much to talk about and we end up talking in circles. Nothing happens. I get momentum for a short time then slide backwards.

I'm not on any meds, I've talked with my pdoc and the one he put me on, I don't know if I can take it again. Waiting on him and general doc to get back to me. I'm just waiting. Last night felt awful physically and mentally, then I woke up with pain, which only decreases my drive to do things.

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I'm glad you're back, puzzclar!, but sorry about all these sad problems! I hope things get better for you soon.

I'm about to go on to work, and all I want is to quit. Job interview Monday. And in all fairness, it's customer first, associate when the company gets to it. My mental health and physical health crashed at this job. Not much human interaction and it's hard to hear in the facility. The job isn't for me, and I know that. More importantly, I'm to a point I have to step up and act. Not just say I'll get to it when I can, then never get to it. I could have been in the hospital yesterday, and instead I stood up and said no, I'm done talking to my t, and I'm ready for action. I'm stressed, and have done little to support myself, out of fear of making the wrong choice. Which meant staying stuck. I came to a completely different company because I wanted to get physically healthy, yet I wasn't doing enough to support myself and the job became toxic.

I can get a job that I can thrive in, and I cam put the self care in and then advocate for myself and others. Therefore becoming more adapt and less disabled. I can rely on myself, then I can teach others. I know the changes, it's hard but worth it!

Yesterday, I saw no future, now I see possibilities!!!

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So Sorry things are being hard, but also glad that it seems like you're taking Action. i can Relate to your fears but Please do not let them stop you. Do act with caution but also do what you want to Achieve. i agree with the wise and wonderful puzzclar about Hoping things will Improve really soon also for everyone! Be Kind to yourself and others Obviously! Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @puzzclar, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!