Maybe it is time to quit.

The tears and sorrow never seem to end. You soon learn there is something below down and you are on the express elevator headed in that direction.

That sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach is here to stay.
You can’t, won’t, don’t sleep. Hours, days, weeks, months all run together.

Thoughts race through your brain at 100 mph going nowhere. They are so disjointed nothing makes sense. They are going so fast you can’t even think them.

Your world seems to be crumbling around you and you are powerless to stop it. Friends disappear unable to absorb what is happening. No matter what I do, I seem to hurt someone. The choices I make are never right. Everyone around me suffers.

I can't seem to cope with day to day life. I have to choose between myself and those around me. There is no good out come either way.

You all have been helpful and supportive and I'm eternally grateful. I'm just not sure I was meant to survive. Maybe it is time to quit.

This popped into my brain about 3:30 am

You hold my heart in your hands
Do not drop it, never let go
For when our friendship ends
The tears will begin to flow

A word not spoken
A sigh never heard
Feelings kept hidden
Our friendship only a word

Can tears ease the pain?
Do they ever end?
With all your wisdom, tell me
Does a broken heart mend?

(((((Kebs))))) ..

it is my opinion that friendship never dies....

(((((((Kebs)))))))

Sending positive vibes your way.

(((((froggy))))) don't jump to any rash decisions!

No quitting allowed!

Such a beautiful poem.

Hang in there (((((((( kebsfroggy ))))))))

(((((((((((((((froggie friend)))))))))))))))

please think of yourself......... take care of you, we, your friends are here for you always,.

dec x0x

I hold your heart in my hands
I will not drop it, not let go
I know when our friendship ends
Our tears will begin to flow

By unspoken word
Delicate feelings protected
A sigh of contentment
After our friendship's inspected

Tears can ease the pain
One's body can't cry forever
With all my heart I swear to you
Broken hearts do mend.

((((((((((Kebs))))))))))

I agree with pegasus, no quitting aloud!!

((((((Keb))))))
Did you know a sheep can go nowheres with out her froggie friend
I am worrying for you
keep yourself safe
Know I care
Muffy

Froggy, i would like to be your friend.

I would like to lift you up when you are down, make you laugh so hard that it is the only reason for why you cry, jump up and down with you from lillypad to lillypad. I'll sit with you and soak up the sun, or hide together under the reeds when it rains.

I do hope that we get the chance to become friend. I would like that a lot.

((((((((((((((kebs)))))))))))))))

friedship never dies

don't quit, my froggy! i love you.... you're a good friend....

no froggy, not time.

((((hugs))))

There does come a time where you have to just do for yourself only, and all else goes by the wayside for a bit. Perhaps you are at that time, to take time. Do things to comfort yourself, good self care, things that used to make you happy. If you think you can't, and that others will be upset or angry or such, then remember that if you don't, you might feel like you have to try to end your life, and that they would rather you take time now for self care.

We here at PC also want you to continue on. When you are feeling so desperate is not the time to make a permanent decison, you know?



Got flies?

(((froggy)))

FROGGY i know how u feel but dont do it there are more people who care than you think. I know you dont know me but have some to cheer you up. Take care m8

been there done that, think about it everyday. you are a precious person, you friends may have left but we are here for you. Lean on me, don't give up, I'm new here and all who have answered have been supportive.(sp) pj

It's depression telling you lies. That's what depression does, and then it makes us think it's US thinking such dark thoughts and negative views. (((hugs)))

I love you froggy ((((((((((((( kebs )))))))))))))

Froggy, sky's right about depression telling you lies! I'm a christian so I tend to see everything in the context of "spiritual warfare"...God's given you a great gift, and as long as the enemy can keep you down-hearted you probably wont be able to use it...look how many people here love you? (did you see the size of that frog?) did you know that you have this effect on people? I believe that despite your opinion of yourself there are some people here who would beg to differ...in conclusion, the only sure way to know that you are over the target is that you start to get the "flack" (fire,attacked) you are over the target friend,and the enemy IS firing at you...FIRE BACK!

((((((((Kebs))))))))

it is just impossible that you of all people could be so horrible and nasty and still have so many people here that love and care about you. Depression distorts how we see the world and how we see ourselves. please talk to you pdoc or T if these feelings are becoming overwhelming. I have been in that dreadfully dark and lonely place....know that i am here sweetheart.

Can I be here for ya froggy?? We all have our needs and sometimes a friend is the best cure for the blah's, the blue's and the deep darkk hole we sometimes find ourselves in.

Broken hearts do mend
Piece by broken piece
Friends will always defend
Till you're whole again

All the tears we shared
Laughs and smiles abound
No more fear or despair
On my honor I'll be there

Your heart once more new
Love abounds flying high
Caring arms and demons slewn
Your courage is your truth!

hugs friend...love melanie

p.s. i suck at writing so just know it is meant to be a sincere wish...

Yes, this old man here says no quitting! Check your PMs. Or mine, or someones...PM in the AM listening to the FM!

(((((((((((( froggy )))))))))))))