[MuddyBoots]

Possible trigger:

About a week ago I was punched in the face and slammed into the groumd and got pretty banged up.

doc said I had a mild tbi. Starting yesterr day and really feeling it today the depression's setting in. Is it because of hte tbi? I do have bipolar and bpd but I don't feel depressed like this, like, ever. Normally I get hateful towards myself and really eager to hurt myself not really like tired and can't do anything. I've been sleeping 0-4 hours a night since April but last night I got over 6 yours andIL"M tire.d I keep falling and too isnteadof just trying to get up I just lay there for a bit. I feel really aggressive too and I've been staying way from others.. to so di odon't hurt anyone, but yeah, S (roommate) is worried because yesterday morning I was screaming running around even though it was warm out at 3am. I feel like there ate roo many reasons to be derpressed.

I just want to be in a safe place. I don't even know what that's like. I'ce realized even my "safe" situation was emotionally and verbally abusive.

im sorry about all the typosk I have like no control over my muscles right now and I don't have the energy to fix every mistake..

[Nammu]

Mild t I is unlikely to cause that, but you are starving your body of nutrients and calories. Burning up calories but not taking any in. That can cause all the problems you mentioned and more. You are also taking meds on no calories. Breakfast drinks with water aren’t meant to be lived on.

[MuddyBoots]

I actually ate yesterday and today t though

[Nammu]

Good, that’s good. That needs to be kept up.

[MuddyBoots]

I think keeping it up for a little while is something feasible.

...Forgot to mention they were binge/purge sessions...

[Nammu]

Good to hear.

Oh, purge, not good, then it doesn’t really count as eating. Know you don’t like yourself but you do deserve to eat.