[darkpurplesecrets]

Where am I tonight? How do I say what I feel? Would anyone miss me if I was not here? Would they even know? Sometimes words just will not come. This is one of those nights. Sorry for even taking up this space. Space is valuable and I am not, and someone could have used the space I took up. Sorry.

cami

((((((((Cami)))))))))

I'm so sorry you are in such a painful place tonight. Sometimes when i feel this way, I close my eyes and imagine a small light inside the core of myself. Thats my spirit. THat spirit is good. Maybe you can stay with that picture and know you are good and important here.

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((( cami ))))))))))))


You're very valued here sweetie.

love,
Fuzzy

[bipolar_bear]

((((((((((((((((((((((((cami))))))))))))))))))))))))))) You would be very much missed if you were not here. And you are a valuable person. I am sorry you are feeling that way.

BB

[Cthomas]

Cami,

You are not worthless, none of us are. we do not deserve to feel worthless.

YOU do not deserve to feel worthless. you are loved.
Here by us.

Colleen who is holding your hand

[snow123]

Cami

It is so difficult to feel worthy of life or even believe it but each everyone deserve life, including you.

You may feel nothing and lost, but posting here in PC, shows there is a tiny glimmer hope whether you know it or not. In time, you can fill the emptiness with something that you love.

Please stay with us, PC is here.

hang in there

[AAAAA]

(((((Cami))))) I'm sorry that you're feeling this way and I hope that you'll feel better soon! You are certainly not worthless or nothing! I'm sorry that you're feeling lost, and hope that we can show you the way back home!

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((estersvertue))))

Thank you for your support. I am afraid to close my eyes for it is there that I find the space of non-valuableness. It is there where the secrets lie. Sometimes I wonder if there is such a place that is safe anywhere. All I want is someplace safe to let go and not be afraid. But I love you and thank you.

cami

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((fuzzybear))))

You always accept me as I am, and you always love me too. Today, I am finding it so hard to even belong anywhere. The others are so loud in my head and scared that their force hurts me. But I am trying to reach out to you and hold on. I do love you fuzzy, always.

cami

[darkpurplesecrets]

(((((bb)))))

You mean so much to me and you always reach out your hand but I am afraid to take it. You always tell me I can PM you and I start to but I get so afraid of wasting valuable time you need to give others. Time is valuable. But thank you for supporting me and for your love. I love you too bb.

cami

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((Cthomas))))

Thank you for your kind words. I wish I belonged here or at least somewhere. Would you do me a favor? Would you keep holding my hand for now. I feel afraid. Thank you. Love to you.

cami

[darkpurplesecrets]

(((((nightsky)))))

Thank you and I can see what you are saying by my posting here shows I have a glimmer of hope or something. I can say I am trying but it is not easy right now. I feel drained and exhausted. I just hurt. But thank you and I send love to you.

cami

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((AAAAA))))

THank you so much for your encouraging words. I am trying to find my way but it hurts. I am scared and it seems darkness surrounds me more and more. Where do you go when hope seems gone? Where do you turn when day has run out? I am reaching or at least trying. I send love and good thoughts to you.

cami

[Wings23]

That is exactly what that space is for. Talk, talk, talk. This site is wonderful because most everyone here has either been where you have been or can relate to how you feel. Let it out. Even if it means writing it on paper for yourself, believe me, it helps to just vent. Keep talking and talking........

[recluse1]

((((((((camilion))))))))
You and your friendship is of more value to me than you could ever know. I love you with everything in my heart. And so do so many others here. You are wanted and you are loved. Even when you are feeling lost and alone, we are here, holding you close to our hearts and sending you love abundant. Let our love for you be the shining light that chases out the darkness and lights your path. Let our love surround you in warmth and beauty. This shining light of the love of your friends will hold you safely and gently.

I love you sweet friend and i am always here. As long as my heart is beating, you will never be alone.

recluse1

[Cthomas]

Always holding your hand. sorry it took so long to answer but my laptop died. CRAP! but im here as much as possible. feel free to pm me. I will pm you with my personal email until i get a new pc.
IM still holding your hand.

Colleen