[itsjustme111]

dont know whats wrong; I am so sad. I cant stop crying. My doc did not phone; I left a message for him. Dont care. sry but I cant think.

just

sweetie, you just keep hanging on...you can do this; and you're not alone--I hope you've found some great support here.
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((justme11136386498648496))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

[itsjustme111]

Thanks Jon. I just cant function right now. Why cant I stop crying; why am I so sad. It hurts so bad I dont know if this is all worth it. I am not threatening suicide dont get me wrong. I want to just burry myself in a hole. WHAT IS MY PROBLEM??? The pain is so dam unreal.

just

[lost_lonely]

I've been feeling similiar all night and most of today. Yes, it's hard, but just talk to us, and keep on hoping for a better tomorrow. It's all we can do sometimes. (((((((((((justy))))))))))))

[itsjustme111]

Hope?????????

It drips in my hand
Warm and thick
It flows from my waist
That strange salty taste
Crimson hue
My life drains from me
Like a shower or bath
I am covered
Hot then turns to cold
My last breath I breathe
Yet I live
I just get colder
The cold doesn't stop
My heart has
Any my eyes are closed
Life has departed
But the cold
Deeper and deeper
I'll always be cold
Tonight and
For eternity

justme

[lost_lonely]

Yes, hope. I'm sorry if this isn't what you want to hear right now. But I think there is hope. You just need to really search for it. I apologize if I came off too strongly. I know you're hurting, I hope tomorrow is a better day for you. (((((((((((justy)))))))))))))

<div class="foot">(Edited by lost_lonely on 08/25/04 00:38 AM.)</div>

[itsjustme111]

((lost)) I did not mean that as a mean way towards u. I am sorry. I do aprecaite your response very much. U did not come off strong at all.
Its been one of those days thats all. feel like I have crashed. Its frustrating because I dont understand why. I dont see hope right now but u are right; tomorrow is another day.

justy

[silver_queen]

How about remembering the old saying:

Once you have reached rock bottom, the only way is up!

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[gloria]

I was just about to say "Once you hit rock bottom, the only way is up" too!!

I think you are finally letting loose what you have lucked up, so go ahead and cry until you cannot cry no more, you'll feel better once it is done and over with. There is nothing wrong with crying. It is a healthy thing to do some times.

gab

[dexter]

>>Its frustrating because I dont understand why.

I think , like Gloria, it is because of the sudden change of circumstance. You had a wall around everything for so long, and the wall was leaky, and you were suffering but still trying to hold it all back so you could deal with the ex and the kids... and now there is no need to fight it so hard so it is all coming out. I do think this might be a good thing. For now don't question it, just roll with it...

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[Wants2Fly]

Hugs and prayers.