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Old Oct 15, 2004, 09:59 AM
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I have hit bottom...I am at a place that I have not been in for years. I am a mess and I am no good to myself or to anyone else. I am trying to get a leave of absence from my jobs to get some help for myself...not that it matters...they probably won't give it to me. I cannot even get a sick day until Feb.
Last night I sobbed on the phone with my boyfriend for two hours about how I wish I was gone...and how I cannot do this anymore. This morning I feel so unbelivabely terrible. Emotionally and physically...I feel like I have been hit by a truck..and I have to go to work...
I just don't know....

Jessica
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Old Oct 15, 2004, 10:41 AM
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{{{{{{{{{{{Jessica}}}}}}}}}}}}}

You are more important than the jobs or anything else. Make sure that they know that, and that you get the help you need.

The good thing about hitting rock bottom is now you can push off and start working your way up. It's ok to need help with that.

(((((((((((hugs)))))))))))
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Old Oct 15, 2004, 10:58 AM
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I am so sorry. I am in the same place this morning.
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Old Oct 16, 2004, 12:12 PM
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Oh my, {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Jess}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I didn't realize how down you are! Wendy is right, you know. No place to go but UP now. There's nothing more important than you. To hell with the jobs! They're not helping you in any way. Quit if you have to, but take care of YOU. You're precious to us, especially me. If I could, I'd fly to your side and take care of you, but alas. Rock Bottom (may trigger)

Please talk to us and spill it all. Have a good cry or a tantrum or whatever you need. We're here for you with open arms.

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Jessica}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
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Old Oct 16, 2004, 01:33 PM
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(((((((Jessica))))))))

Hang in there. And keep posting. We care about you here and we are here for you!

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Old Oct 16, 2004, 02:42 PM
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How are things with you today?
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Old Oct 16, 2004, 05:57 PM
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Jessica:

Hang in there. It's a hard spot to be. You are more important than jobs or anything else. I hope you do what you have to do to keep yourself safe. I'll be sending good thoughts your way and hoping things start looking up for you, dear.

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Old Oct 18, 2004, 01:11 PM
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Thank you everyone!
I just took a weekend off from everything. My boyfriend and I just spent a nice relaxing weekend together...and I feel better. I don't know why because frankly I do not know why I was feeling this way in the first place. Lately it has been turning on and off like crazy...like flipping a switch.
I was very afraid last week...more afraid than I have been in a long time, but I feel better now. Much more calm. Hearing everyone's kind words has helped so much. You are all so important to me...the friends that I crave and know that I do indeed have here.

I will keep everyone up to date...as soon as I know too

Jessica
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