weekend alone

my wife took my son to see her sister this weekend....ive been depressed and bored being alone....she called to say she wasnt coming home until tomorrow.....I dont like being alone....i tried to call my sister to talke , but she hasnt returned my call.....ive played guitar, done laundry, and wore out the remote control channel surfing....its nice to sit here and post my thoughts even thought I wish I wasnt so down...I hate Sunday and dread the coming week......I often think of Dori in "Finding Nemo"..........."just keep swimming, just keep swimming"

((((Brian37))))

is there any friends you could vist, go for a walk do a job that you have been putting off , anything to keep your mind busy to help pass the time, this time will pass and you and your wife will have so much to catch up on tomorrow

the upcomming week will only seem horrible if take it as a large thing do it bit by bit and you will get to next week end

there are pleanty of ppl here who would be willing to chat or listen

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I was thinking about calling my T, but feel guitly calling her at home on a weekend....I just pigged out on Reese's peanut butter eggs and Mountain Dew so I'm feeling better............until the sugar high wears off!

(((((Brian37))))

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BB

((((((((((((( Brian37 )))))))))))))

I know how you feel. I hate being alone and recently I've been getting worse when I'm alone (bad panic attacks or depression). But, it's reached the point where I'm always anxious because I dread the times when I'll be alone. It's hard for me to focus on 'the now' but I know I have to.
When I'm alone (which I am now and slightly panicky) I come on here when I can, or I chant positive things in my head over and over again.
Wish it was easy.
Hope you're feeling better today

Molly