`I'm just waiting

I don't know what to say. all week i have just been pilling up enough so i can sleep and maybe the day will just go away. i want to hear from my former doc in ga. he is very busy and hasn't answered my e-mails. we became very close and we e-mail back and fourth. i guess you could call him a back-up council for me. i'm just so sad, no one has written to me, my son doesn't call, i'm just so sad, sad, sad. i have to take a shower tomorrow because mama has to have x-rays and i am her ride. i wonder how many tears i have shed in my life? please someone help me, i need someone. i will accept any PM's, i just want to sleep and feel better. i want to stop crying. please write to me. pj56

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sorry things are bad for you just now. here for you if you want

I wish I had that magic wand that could make ever one feel better. After using it on everyone else - I would definitely give it a try. I know what it is like with the tears - as for sleeping, I could easily sleep my life away. But tears... If you are anything like me, I believe I have shed enough to fill an ocean and I don't have an easy answer on how to make them stop! I continue to try to believe what people tell me - that it takes time, but things will get better. Just know that you don't have to cry alone

I'm sorry that you're hurting. Please take care.