i'd like t throw up now

boy.......... then reality hits ya....

makes your heart beat a little faster, lose your breathe a little...... or a lot...

then .. take a deep breathe... listen to the train.... imagine a bird... remember someone you once loved and still do

and wish for something that never seems to come.......

but still you hope....

((((((nowheretorun))))))

Are you ok?

thank you ((KJ))))

((((nowheretorun)))) yvw

wouldnt mind feeling a little better Sky.. thanks for asking

i dont know how much detail i should go into Sky... seems like its coming from every direction... moms never really good.... now dad has some trouble.... same old trouble but, he's about had enuf i think...

then heck... just seems like every direction i look theres a desperate need .... if its not mine, its someone elses....

so i heard someone say if you wanted to help the world, start by cleaning up your own corner... so i started to do that...

but, that doesnt seem like it was enuf either... some guys were in the store today and heres where i cant really give detail.... they about had enuf too...

so all these people seem to have had enuf... you know how being around an influence long enuf eventually begins to rub off onto you too?

it was a tiring day and this has been going on so long now.... just had to let a little out is all i guess...

=( hope things look up - seems true, many many ppl seem to be down or angry in the world.

old commercial "I'd like to teach the world to sing, in perfect harmony.... i'd like to buy the world a Coke, and keep it company ... that's the song about love.."

i keep tellin everyone to look on the bright side Kiya... we all get tired sometimes i spose...

((((((((((nowhere))))))))))))

thanks ((Jacq)))) good news is , i got 4 hours of sleep to go on my 12 hour shift.... but, you know what? i just thought of one uplifting thought .. it might be enuf to get me by.... thank you

If there's ANYTHING... I'm your girl

awwwwww ((((Jacq)))) thank you so much .... you just did it....