paranoid

i saw my T today and the withdrawal is getting better as far as the heart thing and hearing my name. I still have days of wondering what's true and what isn't and my little dogs brown eyes are still branded in my brain. I had to have him put down and I remember seeing his little face. I feel as though I killed him even though I had no choice. What keeps me paranoid is the replies that I give to posters. Is it sound advice or am I really saying words I shouldn't. I guess this is also psychosis. Last night I lay in bed trying to decide if I had a scooter or not. Really stupid. I just don't want to say something I shouldn't, you know. So please let me know how I'm doing and if I am for real. Thanks...pj56

((((((((janet)))))))) sorry things are rough for you right now...hope this withdrawal settles down soon for one. and as for your dog...you done what you had to do out of kindness and love...and as for your posts...don't worry...none of us get it right all the time anyway coz we all have bad times.

hang in there, it'll get better.

((((((((((pj56)))))))))))))))

I'm sorry about the withdrawal and your dog. It sucks having to put down a pet, since we love them so much. Don't be too hard on yourself though, since it's obvious that you loved him a whole bunch.

Hope things get better for you soon.

And don't worry about us. Second-guessing what we say here isn't going to help anyone. Write down what you'd like and we'll take what we need from it.

*hug* Hang in there PJ