Paranoid to the max!

I've been getting really "odd" emails from both my parents while I'm overseas. I mean I don't know how to interpret them and maybe I'm interpreting them wrong only because it's how I feel at the moment. I don't know. Can anyone take a look here and tell me if they can make sense of this....

So I have been deciding on the whole getting therapy thing and I've been making posts on my anonymous blog. The same site actually where my parents first found my original blog and all the crap of my first nervous breakdown stemmed. Well I created an entirely new blog with no obvious references to myself or family, completely kept it anonymous. Well you see my mom created a Screen Name and was vicariously talking to me through my own blog and I had no idea. Then they confronted me about what I was saying in my blog and then I had to see a shrink, all the while they deceived me in the first place.

Well about these emails. I guess they are just worried about me because I am in a foreign country all by myself and maybe they just miss me, but still I've never heard my dad use the words "I love you" in a verbal sentence or in an email before. It was more or less understood, but never spoken. Not since the whole first nervous breakdown calamity.

He wants to know "How's everything going, I'm really interested" The same thing with my mom. She's always calling me and saying how she has me in her prayers yadda yadda yadda.

I'm seriously worried that they know about my other blog somehow. I won't be able to handle it if they are spying on me again. I don't know what I'd do if that happened again. This is really freaking me out, especially considering the circumstances...

Am I just being paranoid, or should I be concerned? Any advice?

Maybe they are truly concerned? A lot of parents check up on their kids online this way and it sounds like they feel like you've distanced yourself from them and they just wanna know what's really going on with you.

It sounds like they love you and probably miss you.