[beth16]

I feel so desperately hopeless. I have had a week or two with minor ups and some low downs , but omg...I feel so helplessly low right now...I had to come here to post to keep my mind busy. I want to cry....is there reason for me...does any one care..I mean truly care about my existence...I have such a major headache right now...its a migraine and a half...I feel sick I want it over...is there a point to to anything?

[In_The_Darkness]

Beth. Everybody depressed get these feelings - I am school feeling it right now. What you need to do is arrange to see a therapist -I will be starting my counselling soon and I cant wait for it to be over.

Do you experience these feelings often???

Loads of kiddie hugs,
mikkyhill (mountain)

[gimmeice]

((((((((((((((beth)))))))))))))
I'm sorrry you are feeling so bad right now, depression does that to you. I hope you are feeling better soon.

[Pseudonym]

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....is there reason for me...does any one care..I mean truly care about my existence...

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Yes, Beth. I truly do care for you. You're special to me. I'll be here if you want to write me.

*HUG*

[nightbird]

((((Beth))))

I care too. Cry when and how much you need to.

I learned later in life that it is cleansing and healing to cry.

It's not something to be ridiculed or punished for, let alone alienated over, nor is it something to be apologetic for.

I think I might have stored many tears behind difficult emotions for me to deal with, until - this depression hit me - and toured all the pain and heartache I held inside for a long time.

It does get better. Especially after a fresh cry. I don't get how it works yet, but I'm not holding back these tears anymore.

nightbird

[Bluesguy]

I have the same headache right now. I'm not sure why, or when it will stop, but just know there's more than one of us.

I like to think of it like maybe there's some purpose to this. Maybe something better is ahead. But that hasn't worked for me yet. Good luck.

[beth16]

Thanks for your advice and kind thoughts everyone. I feel pretty same as yesterday, perhaps slightly better. My head ache has subsided - finally. I hope your head ache, bluesguy, is over soon. Its no fun. Night bird, I so desperately want to cry, its like right there at the back of my throat, but it won't come any further. Maybe I should slice an onion. Pseudo, you're always right there for me, thanks. Gimmiece, thank you for the hug. Mikkyhill, I will at some point find a therapist, but I am so scared to go see one. Thanks for the encouragement, though. -beth

[Christina86]

(((((((((((((Beth))))))))))))) glad you feel slightly better.

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((( beth ))))))))))))))

[Doh2007]

I'm so sorry you're hurting sweetie. Do you want to talk about what's going on?

[mountainstream]

(((((((((((Beth))))))))))))