sigh

I hate tears, why do I always have to cry. I hate myself for being such a wimp. She made me cry today I know she meant well and like she said I need to cry cause it doesn't help keeping things inside but I feel terrible. And I think I'm going to cry again. I'm so mad at me, I should never have open up like that. Now I feel crappy and vulnerable. My hands are shaking and I need to calm down. I better go to bed before I do something terrible.

Sorry guys I just needed to vent a little.

Hope tomorrow is a good day for you.

hi kittys... breathe nice and easy and take it slow... it hurts getting it out... have a good rest, do some kind thing for yourself... collapse into bed and rest... its hard....

I'm sorry you feel bad, hope you feel better soon. *hugs*

Thinking of you and sending hugs and care

(((((((EHkittys )))))))))))))))))))))))))
I hope this helps
A friend and i were talking today
we somehow got on the subject of letting stuff out
she told me she has done the same as I for years
that we tryed very hard not to cry
and if things got to overwhleming
she told me she shuts down
and looks out the window
Which is what i do
then all the feelings get stuffed inside

Know its ok to cry, its a way to heal
I hope I have not over stepped
I hope you feel better soon
muffy

((((((((((((EHKittys)))))))))))))))
I'm sorry you had such a bad day.

Whats wrong? ((((((((((EHkittys))))))))))))

You aren't a wimp. Crying isn't fun though, but sometimes it's necessary/serves some sort of purpose. Lousy comfort words though, I know.

Breathe. You can get through this. Please be safe.

thanks eveyone i'm feeling a little better, but I need to go back to bed, now.

Yeah I feel like keeping it all inside, but sometimes it just never works cause i'm just a big wimp. Crying just makes me feel crappy and I'm mad at myself and her for making me cry. Argggggg I feel like digging a hole and hide in it forever.