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Apr 26, 2008, 11:31 AM
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 today i don't feel i belong here at pc today i don't feel like i belong anywhere today i feel like a waste of space and air today i feel like nobody would notice or care if i fell off the face of the earth today all i hear is my fathers voice telling me i was born evil and deserve all i get today i believe his voice today i'm freaked that the cops called and said i will have to go to court if this man insists on pleading not guilty today i believe my father that god hates me so much i will never have anything but badness happen to me today i'm so screwed up i don't know what to do today i hate myself and don't think i deserve to live today i hate myself for posting this when i'm not in a good enough place to give anyone else support today... today...please don't anybody feel bad if you can't be bothered responding to my whinging today...for anybody who feels as bad as i do... 
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Apr 26, 2008, 11:35 AM
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(((((((((((( kj ))))))))))))))
  
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Apr 26, 2008, 11:46 AM
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Kalamity, I have known you for a short time, and already I like you a lot!
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Apr 26, 2008, 12:21 PM
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((((((((Fuzzy)))))))) thank you for always caring 
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#5
Apr 26, 2008, 12:23 PM
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((((Pachyderm)))) i guess it's just a bad day, a lots happened lately...thank you for your kind words...it's been nice getting to know you.
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Apr 26, 2008, 01:38 PM
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(((((((KJ))))))))
I would care if you dropped off the face of the earth, you seem like a really great person.
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#7
Apr 26, 2008, 01:45 PM
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((((((gimmeice)))))) it's just a bad day. thank you for caring. and you seem really nice too. i'm glad to have joined pc and got to know you a bit.
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#8
Apr 26, 2008, 02:48 PM
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You belong here at PC and you deserve the support. I know I would care if you weren't around anymore. I am sorry your father seems to have done so much damage to you. I am sorry you have to go to court. That must be so scary. And... you don't always have to be the one giving support you deserve to recieve it too.
BB
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Apr 26, 2008, 02:59 PM
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(((((((( BB )))))))) Thank You. Your post made me cry but not with badness. Because it's nice to know you understand and care. I'm very glad you're here at pc as you are such a caring person and DO make a big difference.
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Apr 26, 2008, 03:04 PM
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((((((((((KJ))))))))))))))
You belong here. You deserve to belong anywhere. You are not a waste of space or air. We would notice and care if you disappeared. You are not evil, and never were. Don't believe his voice, it lies... you are good. I hope you dont have to go to court. God doesn't hate you, although it sometimes feels like it. You are not screwed up. Don't hate yourself (try!) and you DO deserve to live. You don't always have to give support... it's okay to ask for it. You are a good person, and I'm glad you're here.
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Apr 26, 2008, 03:18 PM
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((((((((Christina)))))))) i know you understand the hardest part is not listening to that stupid voice. childhood lasts a long time and it's hard...especially when all the bad stuff has been reinforced by partners etc...to NOT hear that voice. i'm sure the trick is learning to ignore it...or even answer back in your mind? thank you for understanding, thank you for being here and thank you SO much for all the positive things you say and do...it does help and make a difference.
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#12
Apr 26, 2008, 04:30 PM
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Don't listen to that voice.
Read the replies here over and over again. They are voices that knows your worth and you are worth a lot. People here do love you. |
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Apr 26, 2008, 04:45 PM
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((((((Justgiving)))))) That's good advice...to read the replies over and over, I never thought of that. Thank You for that and your kind words.
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Apr 26, 2008, 04:47 PM
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KJ..today is just a bad day. we do love you and i love you. you always give me support when i need it. you are a caring, loving person. today will pass...........pj56....akajanet
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Apr 26, 2008, 05:00 PM
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((((((((Janet)))))))) thank you. i hope you're ok today?
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Apr 26, 2008, 05:24 PM
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
Kalamity_Jane said: ((((((((Christina)))))))) i know you understand the hardest part is not listening to that stupid voice. childhood lasts a long time and it's hard...especially when all the bad stuff has been reinforced by partners etc...to NOT hear that voice. i'm sure the trick is learning to ignore it...or even answer back in your mind? thank you for understanding, thank you for being here and thank you SO much for all the positive things you say and do...it does help and make a difference. </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> If I had the cure to mute that stupid voice in one's head, I'd sell the cure and make millions! ((((((((((((KJ)))))))))))))))))) Reinforcing the positive by answering it in your head can help... especially if you've got positive influences in your life that can also reinforce the positive messages.
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Apr 26, 2008, 05:38 PM
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((((((((Christina)))))))) i'm lucky that i do have people in my life who can reinforce the positive messages for me. i've never felt able to let folks know when i need that but i'm now beginning to learn from being here at pc. Thank You again!
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#18
Apr 26, 2008, 07:58 PM
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(((((KJ)))))
Those voices are just plain evil!!!! I know I tend to listen to mine more than I should...that is something I'm guilty of, too. But don't listen to them....you are beautiful and perfect just the way you are!!! |
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Apr 26, 2008, 08:31 PM
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((((((TaintedGoth)))))) The same goes for you...i think you're beautiful and perfect just the way you are! And you give so much support here even when you have no specific advice, just letting people know you care means the world. So...thank you SO much for your kind words and advice but...please try and remember yourself what you have told me next time your evil voices are getting to you.
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#20
Apr 26, 2008, 08:38 PM
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hope you feel better |
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Apr 26, 2008, 08:52 PM
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Allow me to add my
too. I'm not in a great place either, but you know what? If I were, I wouldn't have seen this post.
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#22
Apr 26, 2008, 08:55 PM
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((((((((Pseudonym)))))))) I'm genuinely sorry you're not in a great place yourself...and no matter how down I am myself...I still care. For you...
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#23
Apr 26, 2008, 11:59 PM
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I am sorry I saw this a little late. I consider you a friend and I would miss you if you weren't here. You have helped me through so much and through many a hard time. I think you have every right to not want to face that man in court, but I know you can do it. I am so sorry that your father was so mean to you.
I care and I am here for you. Please understand that YOU deserve help, too..  BJ
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#24
Apr 27, 2008, 11:10 AM
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(((((((( BJ )))))))) You should know I consider you a friend too and would definitely miss you and worry about you if you weren't here. I think we've both helped each other thru things, don't you. Like who came to the doctors with me in spirit just to get me there? Thank you SO much for always caring, it does help, roz oh...and todays hugs for you...
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#25
Apr 27, 2008, 11:52 AM
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I know it's hard to remember sometimes, but you matter and you belong here. Don't feel like you're a waste of space, remember how many people you have on here who care for you and are rooting for you. |
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