Somebody tell me why...

Unfortunately, it sounds like you really need to find a new Pdoc....and a therapist as well.... My therapist helps me to get through these difficult daily situations.... Life is definitely difficult, but I seem to make it day by day....sometimes I am surprised...very surprised...

TJ

This pdoc I have now is a joke! I went to get my presciption saturday and they had to call him to get the dose information. I don't know why, but it had to be a mistake he made. Where I go there is a nurse and the pdoc that do the meds and no one else can help with the meds. It is monday and they were called and neither one was there? Full time monday thru friday and no one is there? The center I got to is a joke, most people have a mean look to them and the ones in the most charge don't even show up? I go there to see my therapist too, but she is nice and does care about me. I feel I'm starting to go thru drug withdrawal again and if I do I'm NOT going to take my meds again just so I can go thru a withdrawal every time I need a new presciption because they don't know how to write them.

despite all those obstacles aries you are still coming and talking with us about how frustrating it is trying to get help and you've explained it in such a way that i understand how you feel... its very unfortunate that some clinics are not run at the best standards... times inn the USA are hard and getting harder.. funding is a real concern for many of these clinics... they are often understaffed and have many difficulties of thier own to overcome... i understand how easy it is to become disappointed over the shortages and voids left unfilled...

your inner strength can get you thru this tough time aries... please dont give up on yourself or the hope of one day feeling better.... it is so very hard sometimes....

(((hug))) That's a question that I can't really answer, but I can tell you that I know where you are coming from. We all do.

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ariesmars said:
I hope it is good news for me. I will try to keep my head up, but at this writing my head is down. Why do I always seem to get sad and depressed at this time (9pm EST) every day?

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It's more than likely because you are lonely. My depression tends to get worse at night as well, and is almost unbearable on my (night) commute home.

Glad I'm not alone with these problems. It's it is true, i do get quite lonely towards the night. i don't have anyone to spend time with. Most wouldn't care less if I was here or not.

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ariesmars said:
Glad I'm not alone with these problems. It's it is true, i do get quite lonely towards the night. i don't have anyone to spend time with. Most wouldn't care less if I was here or not.

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I don't believe that is true. Now that you've come here, I care if you're "here" or not. We're here for you, and each other. If you need support or someone to talk to about how you're feeling, you can send me a private message.

because it is so quiet and night and you feel alone it is more depressing.