I give up...

I was meeting a friend for a few days. Was hoping it will help my mood getting better since my depression slowly went worse. The first day was fun. I gotten his attention we did fun stuff. Next day we went to see a girl he met a couple of days before and from that moment things went bad. I gotten no attention from both of them, they were talking all the time with eachother and I was left somewhere back, making just small comments, trying to make a joke or something...the next day he was mainly concerned with his own matters and I was left for myself. Today I came back home.
I was crying a lot, he knew I was feeling bad but didn't address it and mostly was silent towards me..
*sighs*
I have no idea what to do with myself...there is a lot of vacation left and I'm again in my room alone without any ideas..I just give up..

Could you have not told him how you felt? Sometimes people are afraid to address whats in front their eyes.

I did tell him. He denied in doing anything wrong

Then I would take a look at what you feel consitutes a "friend"? and the kind of people we want in our lifes? Hope you feel better soon.

thanks..

wow...thanks EVERYONE for the support

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Then I would take a look at what you feel consitutes a "friend"? and the kind of people we want in our lifes? Hope you feel better soon.

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its sounds like you are looking for a friend who has more care and consideration for you... we all want that from our friends i believe... the other half of the coin is that we accept that our friends also prefer to be treated with kindness and consideration.... in a fair deal, we sometimes feel obligated to reciprocate... but in truth, it is not 'obligation' as the word 'obligation' is commonly misunderstood... it is a bonding of trust that develops over time...

wishing you the best always