[kipper55]

IN short
-friends going through some drama and stuff so i feel very lonely
-I feel dead..I even met a new person and my smiles and laughs felt extremely empty
-still feel a stab in my heart when the person I feel so in love with doesn't seem to care
-I have no energy or enthusiasm about my senior yr..and I feel like everyone's on fast forward and I'm on slow-mo
-I'm in a "emotional disturbed"(yes that's what it's called)..program at school..so technically it's Spec. Ed. and ppl idk are making fun of me..or avoid me..it's been going on since 9th grd but it feels worse now

I've been crying just about all day I just needed to vent I guess

[reddevil]

(((((((((((((((((((((((Kipper)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

To me, the 'emotionally disturbed' program doesn't sound like a good idea.. I can definitely see that it would end up with the other kids not being so pleasant to you. What support does it give you?

Feel free to vent anytime here

[DOWNINNATICK]

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Hey Kipper;
Sorry about what you are going through, I found when I went through school, kids were hard on people they thought were different. Just because I had to take a special bus, the kids stayed away from me and judged me without knowing me, I only had asthma and they had there own thoughts. Hang in there, and things will get better, does your school have guidance counselors? Maybe you could talk to them to maybe change a few of your classes, after all, who ever choose your classes didn't know you, and thought they were doing the right thing.

Best of luck,
Cindy

There is a ecard for you attached.

[agony007]

hey kipper,

i am sorry that those people who have no sense are making fun of you. do you see any therapists for counseling? there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. i know the lows are hard. i am in one now myself. but know that you are special and cared for. hope everything gets better soon.

agony

[kipper55]

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reddevil said:
(((((((((((((((((((((((Kipper)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

To me, the 'emotionally disturbed' program doesn't sound like a good idea.. I can definitely see that it would end up with the other kids not being so pleasant to you. What support does it give you?

Feel free to vent anytime here

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not a whole lot really...

[kipper55]

Thank you!
most of my schedule is changed to general ed classes now 9th and tenth grade I had more spec. ed classes..I only have one spec. ed now. class and I just study in there. I still have 2 ride the bus though because my grams can't do that much,and doesn't want me on the public bus

[kipper55]

thanks..and no I don't have a therapist atm