Back from holiday and nothing's changed

Hi guys
Just been away for two weeks to the south of France. Had a few tough times but all in all it was great. I could really relax and enjoy myself for once which I'm grateful for. I hoped to come back and be a new person, stronger, and to be able to give support to you guys being my happier self. Unfortunately things haven't gone quite so well. I've hardly been back a week and I'm very depressed.
To start with I broke my toe the day after I got back (that's not a reason for my depression but I do find it typical lol). I found out today that I was unsuccessful with yet another job interview and again it's because of my physical health (I'm better now though and it's under control, I don't see what the problem is... my work wouldn't be affected in any way), also found out my rabbit may be very ill (devastated, I know it's silly but I really do love him so much and he's been one of my main sources of comfort when I'm depressed). Also I'm still having quite a bit of trouble with my boyfriend (not him directly but his family, which is really upsetting me) and I've been having very disturbing dreams again.
I know all that isn't that bad, but I just feel like I've come back home to hell again... I don't think I'd cope if things went back to the way they were.
Sorry.

Molly

you are in charge of your life. if you let things go back to the way they were, it means you aren't making decisions to go differently.

keep trying.

remember that it's easy to do the known.

it's challenging to do what is new.

new and exciting is what you want, so, go get it!

a new life is waiting for you, you must find it first decision by decision.

If you are receiving the same treatments and things are all to familiar, you haven't changed things, you just returned.

so, it's up to you.

use Paris as a touch stone to applying yourself to new and different experiences that are positive.

Don't feed the bears.

peace,
night

((((((((((((((( supermansgirlfriend ))))))))))))))))

Thanks Fuzzybear
Thank you nightbird... I should be thinking that way, that only I can change things, but thank you for allowing me to see that I need to get off my bum and do something about it. I'm determined to make things change, it just gets difficult at times, as I'm sure you know

Molly

Super,

I've been told it this way, "If I alway do what I always did, I will always get what I always had." (say it 5 times really fast and you will blow a fuse!) This saying reminds me that I have to get out of the familiar zone and try new things. Not that it is easy.

Hang in there, You can make changes!

Leslie