Reaching out

Depressed.Angry.Urges.Loneliness.

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sorry you are feeling all of this ..... holding your hand cyberly ..... you're not alone .... Jin xoxoxoxoxo

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Hi Purplebutterfly;

You are truly not alone, we are here for you and we are holding your hand and walking right beside you. So let us in and tell us why you are feeling the way you are, and we will be here to listen and cry with you.

Hope the above ecard helps you feel better.
Cindy

I am so sorry that things are so dark for you. I have been there, you wouldn't be here if you didn't need help. ((((((purplebutterfly)))))) hope you find an end to the sadness.

MIGHT BE TRIGGERING

Nothing is helping this depression and it's getting worse....T and Pdoc both are aware of my symptoms and what is going on with me- if it's not better soon then I will most likely be put back into the hospital for another %#@&#! stay, i can not go back there again i hate that place- it triggers me in some many ways and why am i even saying this stuff no one really cares if im here or if im gone- ergggggggg...im so angry right now for being like this- ppl are sick of me heck im %#@&#! sick of myself i hate myself and all i want to do anymore is just curl up in a ball and rock myself till im either asleep ( not getting much of that) or burst into tears and end up getting my blades out and cutting to get the pain out. I can not take it anymore why am i like this please someone %#@&#! answer WHY me WHY do i have to be like this WHY do i self harm....i feel like im not in my body right now- im someone else who the %#@&#! knows anymore

I am sorry you are hurting ((((((((((((( purplebutterfly )))))))))))

I know it's hard but you need to try and distract yourself from this, not by cutting, but by doing something that will take your mind off it for a bit.

Is there anything you like to do? Listening to music, doing crosswords, reading a book, watching a movie. I know you will not feel like even trying some of these suggestions but please have a go.

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