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Sep 08, 2008, 05:10 AM
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I knew it was too good to be true
Why does the hurting never stop :icon_cry: :Bawling: :Sob: :icon_cry: :Sob: :Bawling: :icon_cry: I feel so used :Bawling: why am I so unloved... I just want to feel cared about. I told my boyfriend that I just feel like a chore to him and that it feels as though he thinks he can just fit me into his 'schedule' when he feels like it. He's never asked to see me until I'm really depressed. He told me he does feel like that sometimes but really does love me... but how can he when he never really wants to see me. He's never asked to see me without me prompting him in some way and it always seems to be him who gets the final choice on when we get to see each other and how long. But I love him so much so I just go along with it cause that;s the only way I get to see him. I feel like I should stand up for my own feelings and call it a day but I cant. I'm so hurt and I can't stop crying. I'm on my own all day again today and right now I'm so hurt and lonely and lost.
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Sep 08, 2008, 05:46 AM
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 Oh sweetie! It's a terrible feeling when we let ourselves feel like that! I know the feeling of aloneness and other things your are going through. Standing up for yourself is the first step--you can stand up FOR yourself but don't have to be BY yourself. We are all here with you.
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Sep 08, 2008, 06:09 AM
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I know... it's just so hard because I love him so much and I feel so stupid and naive for loving him when I just get hurt. I don't have any friends either so IRL I am on my own... I don't have any guy friends that can reassure me that they'll not let him hurt me, I don't have any girl friends to go out with or go shopping with to take my mind off it or just sit and talk to.
I know I have you guys and I am really grateful, but it would be so much easier if there was someone there for me IRL. thanks so much ((((can'tstopcrying))))
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Sep 08, 2008, 08:24 AM
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I'm sorry sweetie! (((((((((((((( supermansgirlfriend )))))))))))))
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Sep 09, 2008, 06:07 AM
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thank you fuzzy
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Sep 09, 2008, 06:34 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((supermansgirlfriend))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry you are hurting so much.
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Sep 09, 2008, 07:50 AM
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Quote:
We all live in a shell of reality seperated by the air around us. Depression is a contagious disease, but love can help. Also realizing this goes a long way to bringing people closer together. Sitting down together in front of a moderator can sometimes open that door....... Be well and good luck.....................yutman
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