Forgive me...

I will try. Please don't stop talking with me until i get through this. it is very hard right now.

Aries im new here and i came across what u wrote i know the feeling i m sorry u felt like that . if i can learn how this all works im here for u if u ever need a friend i dont think your a worthless loser . im looking forward to being a friend to u talk to me im here .

(((ariesmars)))) no one is a nobody ...every one counts ...you truly do matter..
Chat can be such a hard place...
please know no one is worthless...we all care about you at pc..
Give you and your new friend some time.....she sounds nice..
GIve yourself time....your worth it...
muffy

yeah, what everyone else says aries.. if you cant find your group in one place, look in another, dont give up.. i like your willingness and strength aries.. not a bad guy at all

I still haven't heard from Sam or my T. I called my T on friday (got voice mail) and asked her to talk, because i was sad. It is now Monday and nobody called me. I feel like nobody wants me. I know it is just a lie, but it hurts.

youve gotta be your own rock of strength sometimes aries, but learning the skills necessary for that takes some time... especially when you begin from a place of less advantage than some appear to...

within you is the answer you are seeking.. you are a fine person inside there aries, let some others see you once in awhile like you are doing now.. i do not hear weakness, but i do hear strength and will.. you are not silenced or alone..

You are not alone. Did you see the quote from C.S. Lewis above? Man, I wish I could have known him! But there are so many of us out there like him. You probably even know, who you think are confident intelligent people, who have the same feelings as you. You know, of course, that he wrote Alice in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass, etc.?

Honestly, no I did not see the quote or know who CS Lewis is. I heard the name before, but never bothered to learn anymore than that. I did not know who wrote Alice in Wonderland and Through the looking glass. Truthfully, I don't recall those two "books or movies" I don't even know what they are. I'm very narrow, I think. I have a few things I like, such as planes, magic and astronomy and nothing else sticks or I find it boring to me. I guess I'm just stupid and will never fit in.

'I have a few things I like, such as planes, magic and astronomy' ...

keep talking i dont know much but i love the topics !

my album has me with the trainer plane I flew until I lost my income. the other picture is a model plane I own and fly. I crashed it and rebuilt it and it flies better than it did. Right now, my main hobby is flying, when I'm not so sad I flew once in the last month so I been sad alot. And Seinfeld! I love Seinfeld and could probably tell you anything about it.

those are all cool topics aries! i spent many nights in front of the tube back in my less healthy days, but hey, if tv doesnt teach us about unhealthy stuff, we'd have to find out some other way! and they do a lot of good stuff too..

Jerry Sienfeld made me laugh when i needed that humor release... Kramer could really make me roll on the floor with some of those character antics.. i think i'd like someone like his character living next door in some ways.. dont think i'd ever be bored!

was Jerry the sane one?

(((((((((((((( ariesmars )))))))))))))))) I really enjoy seinfield too.

I just can't stop crying.

Do you have any favorite scenes from Seinfeld?

I got to stop crying. But got a really bad headache, instead. Dont know which one is worse.

hang in there aries..... think healing thoughts...

feeling worried about the new lawyer that might call tomorrow. Still no calls from my T or Samantha. I did add pictures to my profile album. Please take a look.

I like the picture of you with Tiger. Good luck with the new lawyer!

BB

Thank you b-bear! But I just go home with my mother from walmart and her and my dad were really fighting bad, and my dad said "I should just shoot myself". And now I'm not so good. I am being hit with all these emotions and just starring at the wall.

seen my t today and i dont understand what was being said. i felt very hurt and put down and feel like she does not care about me, she is ot trying to h elp me she is just working not caring about me. she hurt me reall bad, i dont thinkk i like er anymore. just so sad and lonely and have no energy. i want to gocry.

why does everyone hate me? even my T

does nobody like me anymore? Am I a bother to PC?