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Old Oct 20, 2008, 07:10 AM
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Im a **** up, everything i do is a **** up
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Old Oct 20, 2008, 07:15 AM
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I hate me Really, really rough weekend, huh? Those are lies that you should not ever, ever believe. Made mistakes? Sure. Maybe made a lot of mistakes? Sure. Can they be overcome? Sure can. Will it be easy? Heck no. Am I here to support you? Absolutely!! If only we could take a huge eraser I hate me and erase those bad, negative thoughts that we've lived with for years, it would be much easier. If we all hang in there together and work towards it and don't give up, we will go from the face above, to this I hate me and eventually to this I hate me. Hold on and think positive thoughts, slowly we can do it.
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Old Oct 20, 2008, 09:24 AM
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(((((((((((( purplebutterfly ))))))))))))))))) sending you lots of hugs and good thoughts, I hope things get better for you soon.
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Old Oct 20, 2008, 09:43 AM
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I hate me
take care... you are not a **** up, you are a lovely, caring person who just needs to be understood and needs that extra bit of love and care whilst you're going through this... that's why we're here
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Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
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Old Oct 20, 2008, 02:21 PM
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I agree w/everyone else's messages. I feel that way too, A LOT! Regardless of feeling that way about yourself, you're not those things&don't let ANYBODY tell you different. You've just got some mental ills&this sort of thing happens to all of us at one time or another. Is this maybe an old tape playing in your head? Did someone in your past or present tell you this? If that's the case they're dumb&thoughtless. Don't beat yourself up-You're not bad...just give yourself a chance to work through these feelings. I find they come&go depending on what's going on around me or if someone says something unkind(intentional or not). Keep your chin up, hang in there&remember YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON!
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Old Oct 20, 2008, 06:19 PM
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(((purplebutterfly)))

You are a beautiful and kind person, don't let anyone make you think other wise. We are here for you 24/7...


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Old Oct 20, 2008, 06:52 PM
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You are not a **** up.

You are competent.
You are strong.
You are beautiful... inside and out.
You are a good person.

This little story may help you...
A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill.
In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this."
He proceeded to crumple the dollar bill up. He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air. " Well," he replied, "What if I do this?"
And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air.
"My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson.
No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20."
Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless. We experience a great deal of shame and guilt about our past.
But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless.
The worth of our lives come not in what we do or who we know but by who we are!
You are special - Don't ever forget it! Count Your Blessings, not your problems!
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Old Oct 21, 2008, 12:49 PM
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My friend, you shall never, ever, think that way of yourself. I have no idea who tells you these things, but there is never a reason so serious that you should think that low of yourself. I don't trust that person, at least. I trust you instead, as we all do in here. I am happy that you are sharing this with us, with me. Always remember that the persons replying this are disagreed upon what you are saying - you are worth a lot, and important to the world. That's also why we like it so much when you post in here again.
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Old Oct 21, 2008, 12:54 PM
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((((((((((((((purplebutterfly)))))))))))))

I don't think anyone here at PC hates you, or thinks you're a **** up. You're a good person, who is hurting more than you deserve.
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Old Oct 21, 2008, 05:10 PM
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we all just want us all to feel better ((purple))))
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