[bren]

I feel like I am falling again, very rapidly falling. Even my dreams are messed up right now. I am not supposed to see my Therapist until the 31st, but I really don't think it can wait that long. All I can do is sleep sleep and sleep some more. I think the meds I am on are working overboard...I can't seem to cry any more. I feel like I am stuck in the stage before I fall apart...where I am about to start crying for no reason, but the tears won't come and the feelings won't surface, so I can't let anybody else know how I really feel. I wish I could tell all of you what was wrong with me, or how I feel, but the words won't come out right now. I just know that I am not right. It is like that fictitious shoe has already fallen, but it fell so gentlely that I can only feel the weight. I am going to call my therapist now and see if he can get me in before the 31st. I don't think it is an emergancy, so I feel funny calling, but I don't think it can wait either.

<font color="red"> </font> PLEASE SOMEBODY FIND A CURE FOR THIS DAMN DESEASE!!!!!!!!!! <font color="black"> </font>

[sqrlb8]

Hi Bren, so sorry you're feeling lousy. I think you are right on to call in for a sooner T visit. It also sounds right to me that the meds are working overboard, or it could even be that it's not quite the right med, you can't sort that out for yourself, so again, you are right to call in for a sooner appointment. Good luck, Bren.

[colors]

Hi Bren,

So sorry to hear your feeling down these days. It seems to be able to heal, we all have to go thru these ups and downs.

Feel better soon.

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