 |
| FAQ/Help |
| Calendar |
| Search |
|
#1
Nov 12, 2008, 08:15 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
I hate life right now.
My dads looking into houses and jobs and a storing ****ing thing at the place we came from. And I know its hypocritical, but I used to want to go back so bad. But now, I'd rather go anywhere but where I was. I dont want to go back....what the ****. Why does life have to be that way? Im only 16 so its not like I can do anything about it, I can cry bloody tears but my dad wouldnt give a ****. Back when my dad knew I was cutting myself, I cried in front of him, bawled, pleading to go back. We could have, and he said we would if thats what would fix my problem. But no, ****ing no, now that we're too poor to even rent a god damn house for ourselves, we're getting evicted and moving back. He could have saved me when I needed it...before I got attached to the ****ing people up here. UHGZHGHSFASFSJHDHk I just want to scream and cry uncontrolably. I just want to ****ing have something go my way, just for once. Instead of wasting my time on people who never give a **** about me. Just for one ****ing day, I want something to go the way Id like it, even if it were just for a couple hours, you know? I ****ing hate life and the way that it has to be so ******. Nothing ever times itself out right. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. I seriously just want to die right now. That way I wouldnt have to deal with being stressed, and depressed and all the stupid ****ing worries that come along with this ****** life. UGH! 
__________________
"You are a different person to everyone you meet." |
|
#2
Nov 12, 2008, 08:34 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
(((((((((((( Steph )))))))))))))))) It sounds like you are in a very stressful situation and sadly at your age there is not a whole lot that you can control. Please take good care of yourself, it is just a few years before you can start making your own decisions and remember in this day and time there are many ways to stay in contact with people that you are away from. The move to where you are now was rough but in the end it turned out okay maybe the next move can be just as good.
__________________
 Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: "What! You, too? Thought I was the only one." C.S. Lewis visit my blog at http://gimmeice.psychcentral.net |
|
#3
Nov 12, 2008, 09:25 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
ok i scanned your post...I understand wanting to go back where you grewup but at the same time not wanting to and hating that you can't do anything about it.
I had that alot so I understand. Dar |
| Reply |
This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
|
My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.
Linear Mode
