I Feel Terrible

I have been feeling so worthless lately. I see no point in living either. In my mind I keep telling myself that I would never kill myself even how much I would like to, but It's scary because I know how easy it could be, and that I could easily just do it without thinking if I get any worse.

(((((((((((((( Zloppy ))))))))))))))))) If you are in immediate danger please seek help. I know life can seem so pointless at times I can really understand where you are coming from, I am there too. What has somewhat helped me is to make a list of all the positive things reasons to keep living, I know that is hard but there are positives I promise. Try doing anything that you find enjoyable it really may help, I know that it doesn't seem like it will but trust me on this, things will get better.

I've been there too Zloppy, many times. And it passes. You are not worthless. Far from it...in fact it sounds like you're a pretty cool kid...I probably could have used a friend like you in high school.

Do seek help if you really feel you're at a breaking point. No matter what your parents think, no matter what the insurance issues (sorry, I'm ignorant about how such things work in the States), at a certain point nothing matters except getting yourself better. If you're at that point, get help.

I remember feeling pretty lousy a lot at your age. The thing is you have no idea what life has in store for you over the next little while. Things change very quickly once you get out of high school, and again once you're out of college (if you go that route). At any rate, there's so much life to lead that you don't know about yet. The best part of your life is yet to come, I guarantee you.

It's hard - even for me, still, since I've had things pretty rough for a while - but try to remember life's potential. Even though it can cause us pain, the good things we experience can more than make up for that. Give yourself the time to experience the good - it will come. Please trust me, because I was as skeptical as you are when I was your age.