Not in a good place

I dont know what to say. My head is in a really bad place. I try to keep it busy but my head just wont stop turning. I wish i could turn it off. Ive been soooo depressed that i feel like im never going to get out. I feel like im in quick sand. Im being swallowed up. Im hanging on to peoples ropes and ladders but im not moving. I keep going day to day doing things. But, why??
My kids dont appreciate it. Neither does my husband. I just started to trust my therapist a little and because of going in the partial program, which didnt even start yet, i need to switch therapists. Im rambling, im sorry. Nothing is right. My head is not in a good place. And i dont see it getting any better.

It gets better, you know it does. Heres a big . I don't know myself how to make the bad episodes stop or get better, but at least you reach out. If you need to talk....let me know....

Chrise,

I don't have any answers for you but wanted to send you a big so you know someone is listening.

Hang in there...

Hugs,

MHH

chrise iam sorry u still feel this way...
i know its really hard..but at least u have we here..

((((((((((((((((((((((chrise))))))))))))))))))))))))) i am sorry things are so hard.

BB

(((((((((((((((((( chrise ))))))))))))))))))