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Dec 01, 2008, 09:32 AM
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I have no where, no one and no one cares- so what Im depressed im lonely im hurting i messed up and no one can make it any better- i did this and i have to deal with it but its not that easy i cant deal i cant deal with anything even getting out of the bed or taking care of family it all hurts nothing helps and i have given up i really have so the SI continues well it never left for that matter but does that even matter anymore apparently not no one to talk to no one seems to notice and if they do they just think im crazy ***** and all i do is cry and im not sleeping and im waiting to see a doctor to get new meds i have given up on my therapist she doesnt get it no one gets it maybe thats because i dont get it - all i know is i cant get past things these things hurt so bad i cant even list them today- i dont deserve any ones thoughts or cares so why do i even post i dont know anymore nothing helps and all im doing right now is crying and wanting to just cut the pain away
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Dec 01, 2008, 09:42 AM
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Caring and love and support and friendship isn't deserved. It isn't based on what you've done in the past, it isn't based on if you've 'earned' it. I care deeply for you, my friend. Mistakes and all. You are worth it. You are worth whatever help I can offer. I am always here for you. You can call anytime day or night, reason or no reason. You made a decision, you didn't decide to have the pain, you didn't decide to be hurt. The past cannot be undone, no matter how much you cut, no matter how much you hate yourself. Admit to yourself it was the wrong decision, actively plan on ways to work with what you have. Start by forgiving yourself. I've said it before and I will keep saying it because I believe it. Once you can stop hating yourself, you will take a step forward. YOU DO NOT DESERVE THIS PAIN AND HEARTACHE AND SUFFERING BECAUSE OF A 'BAD DECISION'. You are not no where--you are in my heart. You are not alone--we are with you.
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Dec 01, 2008, 09:51 AM
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thanks i know you and others are trying all you can to help me out- maybe im just not ment to be happy
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Dec 01, 2008, 10:10 AM
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Or maybe you're just struggling really really bad right now and happiness is waiting on the other side of the fog.
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Dec 01, 2008, 10:30 AM
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i feel the same all the time. we all do sometimes but these feelings are delusive, they are lying and you already know that. YOU'LL BE HAPPY! Please accept all the warmth and tons of hugs I'm sending you  The world DOES care so do we 
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Dec 01, 2008, 10:36 AM
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(((((( purplebutterfly ))))))
 I'm sorry you are suffering Maybe the change in meds will help and a change of therapist might be in order.
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Dec 01, 2008, 10:40 AM
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Dec 01, 2008, 11:46 AM
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((purple))) when we do the same things over and over and expect different results, that is one definition of insanity i have heard... so many continue to inspire you, its so terrible that it is not catching on for you... perhaps you have a more serious form of critical depression that what others are experiencing or maybe you are preventing yourself from hearing the positive and repetitive messages others are continuing to deliver you despite your protests.. whatever the case is, it certainly seems that there are two sides here needing to be heard.. there is yours which says I DONT MATTER , and there's ours which says YES YOU DO!... who is having a hearing or understanding issue right now? how can we meet in the middle on this one? any ideas? you're right, complaining gets old.... sending healing vibes always...
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Dec 01, 2008, 12:41 PM
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((((Purple))))
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Now if thou would'st When all have given him o'er From death to life Thou might'st him yet recover -- Michael Drayton 1562 - 1631 |
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Dec 01, 2008, 03:48 PM
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(((purple)))
 look up and see the wonder left to us at any given moment, okay it may be time you dream a new dream, one where you are the one who matters most, who has all this goodness bursting forth, making good things happen.... a new beginning!!!! new beginnings are real, honest and doable... try it. you can build this new life to be full of love and support, without all the pain and the heartache of the past since you have already done that ... you can clear the slate and start anew! best to you always, night 
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