[lmg103]

why am i always so alone? i wish there was someone here for me. but someone who actually loves and cares for me. i dont get how people can have this and still be so upset. it's starting to frustrate me because im getting upset just when i see other people who have what i dont.

i just feel like i cnat get through everything without that. and its never going to come. so i feel really stuck

i dont know if that made any sense it did in my head but when i went to type it, it didnt really. sorry

[4everlonely]

Originally Posted by lmg103

why am i always so alone? i wish there was someone here for me. but someone who actually loves and cares for me. i dont get how people can have this and still be so upset. it's starting to frustrate me because im getting upset just when i see other people who have what i dont.

i just feel like i cnat get through everything without that. and its never going to come. so i feel really stuck

i dont know if that made any sense it did in my head but when i went to type it, it didnt really. sorry

i know what your going thru. I keep asking whats wrong with me? I hate seeing people that have someone. more so when they are complaining about them when there are plenty of us who has never been givin that chance. they should just feel lucky they have someone to share their life with.

[gimmeice]

((((((((((((((( lmg )))))))))))))))))))))))

I think that I get what you are saying. While you are alone you see others in loving caring relationship and it makes you feel worse. Now you say that you feel like you can not get better without this kind of relationship, like you are stuck. Maybe now is the time to work on you and not worry about all that relationship stuff until you are in a better place. Do you have a T that can help you get through this, in the end it should make you more healthy person.

Sorry if this doesn't make much sense I think my sleeping pills just kicked in.

[ariesmars]

Originally Posted by lmg103

why am i always so alone? i wish there was someone here for me. but someone who actually loves and cares for me. i dont get how people can have this and still be so upset. it's starting to frustrate me because im getting upset just when i see other people who have what i dont.

i just feel like i cnat get through everything without that. and its never going to come. so i feel really stuck

i dont know if that made any sense it did in my head but when i went to type it, it didnt really. sorry

i know exactly what you are saying, my posts are nearly identical to yours.

[turquoisesea]

*hugs*
youre not entirely alone. I know you're thinking about other things but look around you, try to see the love and care that is coming your way.

You have friends that really care about you. They've proved that even recently. They can help get you through too.

[lmg103]

but right now i ned someoe more than a friend... it just no one udnerstands. uggghh

[turquoisesea]

I do understand, but that can come in time. It means all the world for me to have my bf here with me, it helps me so much. But people who don't have an intimate with them can still make it through. It starts with friends.

You can find someone to be intimate with, but let that come in time, you have to take things step by step, grab onto what you do have right now, and let the rest come

I'm sorry you feel alone