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Old Dec 19, 2008, 06:37 PM
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i just want to give up.

nothings worth it anymore...i tried asking my family for help, i say i want back on meds, they don't understand, they just pass it off as a bad mood.

I would have to kill myself before they understood that i need help. hurting myself seems like a good idea right now, i don't want to fall back into habits, but i just can't take it right now, or anymore. i want to be dead, nothings working anymore.

I tried to talk to the doctors (which my boyfriend doesnt know about) they just said you could be having a bad day - the situation seems helpless...i want out of this, i want to be happy, but there's no point in trying when everyone else doesn't believe you!!!

please listen to me and believe me, it's all so pointless, there is no point in going on if im not happy, and no one is willing to help me anymore.

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Old Dec 19, 2008, 06:45 PM
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Click this >>>>>>>>>>>>>> The Samaritans

You need to talk this through, please call them.

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Old Dec 19, 2008, 06:47 PM
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yes, they can get you help, they'll listen. if you have any trouble, just tell them outright what you're thinking of. (((jai-jai)))
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Old Dec 19, 2008, 06:52 PM
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I certainly believe you and I am so very sorry you are feeling like this, feeling so hopeless. There is a point in trying--the point is YOU. Is there a crisis line you can call? I believe the Samaritans are in your area. Do not give up. You are hurting so bad and I know you are asking why not give up...you have a boyfriend. There is one positive. Believe that you are worth the struggle. Believe that the future does not have to be the past. Please, honey, please call someone. Tell the doctors you do not want to live anymore....that's a little more than having a bad day. Please check in here frequently. Post and post and post. Post all your feelings and thoughts, join the chats, look into the resources here, call for help, let your boyfriend in, let him help you.
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Old Dec 19, 2008, 08:25 PM
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I certainly believe you and I am so very sorry you are feeling like this, feeling so hopeless. There is a point in trying--the point is YOU. Is there a crisis line you can call? I believe the Samaritans are in your area. Do not give up. You are hurting so bad and I know you are asking why not give up...you have a boyfriend. There is one positive. Believe that you are worth the struggle. Believe that the future does not have to be the past. Please, honey, please call someone. Tell the doctors you do not want to live anymore....that's a little more than having a bad day. Please check in here frequently. Post and post and post. Post all your feelings and thoughts, join the chats, look into the resources here, call for help, let your boyfriend in, let him help you.
thank you so much, i'm sorry, i just got...in a flap, i need to talk to bf about this, and i will talk to someone about it, i have to...thank you
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Old Dec 19, 2008, 08:40 PM
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this feeling is so repetative, it's like feeling chlostraphobic in a really big empty room, i feel so alone, even though i have my boyfriend.

i just want out so badly - it hurts to know that the people i thought cared, just don't want to know...despite living at home still, i don't know what their adgenda is....it's like they're ashamed to know me...=/

i hate feelings all together
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Old Dec 19, 2008, 10:27 PM
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Old Dec 20, 2008, 03:01 AM
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jai-jai,

please check in and let us know how you are doing, ok~

it helps to post away, and you will be understood here...

have you talked to the Samaritans there?

ok... waiting for you to check back in...

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Old Dec 20, 2008, 10:29 AM
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jai-jai....as nightbird is, just checking in with how you are doing.
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Old Dec 20, 2008, 10:46 AM
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i just want to give up.

nothings worth it anymore...i tried asking my family for help, i say i want back on meds, they don't understand, they just pass it off as a bad mood.

I would have to kill myself before they understood that i need help. hurting myself seems like a good idea right now, i don't want to fall back into habits, but i just can't take it right now, or anymore. i want to be dead, nothings working anymore.

I tried to talk to the doctors (which my boyfriend doesnt know about) they just said you could be having a bad day - the situation seems helpless...i want out of this, i want to be happy, but there's no point in trying when everyone else doesn't believe you!!!

please listen to me and believe me, it's all so pointless, there is no point in going on if im not happy, and no one is willing to help me anymore.
Not that it matters perhaps but *I* believe in you. I believe every soul on this planet matters and has a purpose in life and a right to be happy and so do YOU! Please pm me if you would like to talk. Believe in yourself, don't worry about others because belief in yourself is all that matters anyway.
Hugs,
Pugnose and her peeps (depression sufferer for more than 40 years)
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Old Dec 20, 2008, 11:29 AM
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people love u even ones u haven't met personally! that's a good feeling to know! u are worth being here and other people think so as well!
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Old Dec 20, 2008, 12:08 PM
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i'm feeling ok today

been christmas shopping to take my mind off of it all, but it just catches me at little moments

thank you all so much
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