 |
| FAQ/Help |
| Calendar |
| Search |
|
#1
Jan 05, 2009, 01:53 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Im nothing, im useless and im pathetic and nobody wants me and all i do anymore is cry and cry and shake and panic starts and the self injury happens and its all too much and then the mania hits and its all good for a bit then it all comes back crashing down on me and i cant take it much more i have appt for new pdoc in 2wks not sure if i can handle it much more - i just want to scream and beat myself up i hate me i really do - i can not remember a time that i didnt hate me - i always have -not sure why im writing all this - nothing helps and im not really writing for anyones response i just need to get it out -sorry
__________________
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
http://purplebutterfly.psychcentral.net/ |
|
#2
Jan 05, 2009, 02:05 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
I hope your new pdoc can help ((((((((mel)))))))))))
wish I could say something to help
__________________
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser So thanks for making me a fighter |
 purplebutterfly
|
|
#3
Jan 05, 2009, 02:16 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
You know what I'm going to say but I'll say it anyway.
 I think it is great that you wrote all that down. Getting it out that way is helpful, though it doesn't change anything it releases it from you. And it's safe. Im nothing, im useless and im pathetic and nobody wants me You are important important important. I know these are your feelings and you are entitled to them, but they are so skewed, so harmful, so far from the truth. However, I know those statements are the "truths" you have lived with for years. The real truth is you are important, you are loving and loved, you are worthwhile, you are caring and wonderful.
__________________
____________________________________ "We can't talk at the same time! It doesn't work like that! I talk, you talk, I talk, you talk!!" ~ Peanut 
|
| purplebutterfly
|
|
#4
Jan 05, 2009, 02:33 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
i just feel like this and nothing is helping - why do i have to feel like this why why why - my whole f* life - im so ************
__________________
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
http://purplebutterfly.psychcentral.net/ |
|
#5
Jan 05, 2009, 02:46 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
(((((((((((( purple ))))))))))))
those thoughts that we are "nothing"... whatever their source, are nothing but lies. You are someone, someone special, we all are. Take care of you, you're important, valuable, loveable, and loved   
__________________
|
| purplebutterfly
|
|
#6
Jan 05, 2009, 02:48 PM
|
||||
|
||||
 Listen to the bear....the bear is smart!
__________________
____________________________________ "We can't talk at the same time! It doesn't work like that! I talk, you talk, I talk, you talk!!" ~ Peanut
|
| purplebutterfly
|
|
#7
Jan 05, 2009, 02:48 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Please note trigger icon!
(((((((((( purplebutterfly )))))))))))  Nothing, useless and pathetic. Were you abused as a child? I'm guessing that you were. Possibly told you were nothing, useless and pathetic. You need therapy to deal with all this. Know where all these bad feelings come from and why you punish yourself so much. Then learn to nurture that wounded part of yourself.
__________________
 Pegasus Got a quick question related to mental health or a treatment? Ask it here General Q&A Forum “Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by it's ability to climb a tree, it will live it's whole life believing that it is stupid.” - Albert Einstein |
|
#8
Jan 05, 2009, 03:00 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
I agree with the wise winged pony 
__________________
|
|
#9
Jan 05, 2009, 03:06 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
(((((((((((((((( purplebutterfly )))))))))))))))))
I agree with everything already said, you are not worthless, you are very important, please take good care of yourself.
__________________
 Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: "What! You, too? Thought I was the only one." C.S. Lewis visit my blog at http://gimmeice.psychcentral.net |
| Reply |
This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
|
My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.
Linear Mode
