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Dec 29, 2008, 11:28 PM
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I keep getting worse. No matter what I do i get worseno matter what I have a lose it
I lose even my boyfriend now LIFE IS POINTLESS IT'S PAINFUL AND I WANT IT DONE AND OVER WITH Therapy isn't helping enough Meds are crap. WTHELL DO I DO NEXT Sure now my body isn't bleeding but my mind is destroying itself from the inside. I'd rather die. I don't even care anymore send me to inpatient care I feel like that's where I belong. Because I'm dead already x.x WHAT THE HELL DO I DO
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Dec 29, 2008, 11:37 PM
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(((((((((((((((( turquoisesea ))))))))))))))))))
Have you considered calling a crisis line? I have never personally used this resource however I know people who have been really helped by calling. Another option is to call your T and let them know what you are going through and if you feel that you are a danger to yourself then seek help immediately, call 911 or go to the local er. You matter, please practice good self care. 
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Dec 29, 2008, 11:47 PM
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if you have a pet think about it, hold it, or better yet cry. i can not say anything else cause that is what has kept me going lately. other than that be careful.
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Dec 29, 2008, 11:49 PM
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I've cried almost each night since I got home for at least an hour
I have a cat here who sits around me alot but it isn't helping I just miss the one that died that i can never forget or let go to
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Dec 29, 2008, 11:51 PM
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maybe I'll up my dose of meds tomorrow x.x
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Dec 30, 2008, 02:00 AM
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be careful about upping your dose of meds by yourself. if you do not know your limits you will end up in the hospital drinking that charcoal junk.
take it from someone who has done it be careful. that is all i can say. can i ask you something IF something happened to you, who would take care of you kitty. if it did not love you it would not sit by watching you. you dont have to forget or let go of your love one, let them be your guardian angel, talk to them like they were still there. i know. it helps. |
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Dec 30, 2008, 02:55 AM
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thank you everyone
thank you mistymi - hospital with charcoal is no good ick o.o I'm sorry you've been there *hugs* I like the idea of guardian angel *is calmer for the moment*
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