[lmg103]

i'm so sick of feeling alone. and maybe its not just that. i dont even know why im so upset everyday. i shouldnt be. i worry everyday that i'm never going to find anyone who truly loves me. weird things are starting to happen, tihs person keeps popping into my life to save me from feeling alone but it just doesn't feel right. that probably made no sense...so just nvm ignore it. but i just....idk. i dont know anymore...ANYTHING. i dont see why i should continue living in tihs horrible place feeling this way. its not fair. waking up everyday hurting hoping its going to just go away one day...but it never does. and now im thinking it never will. blah just mad, upset, ranting....

i guess i made the point that I DONT KNOW anything right now. im just losing myself and everything.

[turquoisesea]

I'm sorry you're losing yourself.
Someone... brought this up when talking to me here. Sometimes, to save yourself your mind does things that feel very strange. But you're trying to save yourself from the pain and suffering.

You're not alone.
Loads of hugs

Feeling pain everyday sucks... but keep working, and keep trying to find a way to fight it and make it go away, that's all we can do. If we give in, the pain has won. Don't let that happen.

[Puffyprue]

you not alone i guess its normal when depression take control of our life we just dont know what to do.. i know excatly how its feel...
all you have to do is relax and have faith..the times will comes for u to be happy
keep posting and let us know how u feel...

[Ascension]

I'm sorry your hurting. I used to be afraid of the pain but I have learned that sometimes it's the very thing that makes me move forward. I know that it's hard to use it that way sometimes, but I hope that you can make the most out of it, and go out and reclaim your life, in the time frame that is for you. Rest and gather your strength and when you are ready push through to the other side. I wish you all the best.