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Old Jan 22, 2009, 03:45 AM
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Just woke up from a nightmare (well not just, I've had to calm down... as much as I can, I was a big big mess-shaking , crying, I feel so sick) I don't know wether to write about it or not... I want to, but I don't wanna distress anyone. It was so disturbing. So real, so horrible... can still see it.

I hate it. I dont know where they come from and to be honest, this isn't as bad as they get.
It's taking its toll on me though, I feel awful, so sick, dirty. I'm really jumpy too now. Someone switched tha landing light on and I jumped half a mile.
I'm sorry. I just...
I'm meant to be at the Infant School today. I can't. I'm too much of a mess. Normally going there distracts me. Not today.
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Old Jan 22, 2009, 04:13 AM
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Oh Molly,

I'm so sorry about the nightmares. I know how awful they can be. If it will help you post it here, just let us know in the title it may be triggering. That is what psychcentral is all about, helping eachother get better and there is nothing more I'd like to do than to help you get better. You know I love you and am here even if you want to PM me with your nightmares, I'm cool with that. I'm always here for you.

Love and Many Hugs,
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Old Jan 22, 2009, 11:32 AM
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Old Jan 22, 2009, 12:40 PM
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I am sorry that you are having nightmare's that can be so scary. I am sending you plenty of hugs
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Old Jan 22, 2009, 01:35 PM
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silver moon

I am sorry you are struggling right now.

I know exactly how you feel. I had a helluva summer last summer and thought my nightmares would never end (my days weren't any better either). I was barely sleeping and the little bit I did get was always filled with nightmares that left me waking up petrified and drenched in sweat and shaking. I wondered, and still do wonder where they came from and thought they would never end.

Do you see T on a regular basis?? Can you talk to your T or someone else about your dreams? Even us, here??? I know how awful they can be--I havent talked to anyone about mine, but I hope you will talk to someone or us about yours. I am thankful mine have seem to left just as quickly as they came...I hope they never return and I am hoping and praying the same for you
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Old Jan 22, 2009, 02:13 PM
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I'm sorry I will reply to you I just need to rant right now, just don't wanna start new thread.....

'cause argh!!!!!!!!!!! I hate this house... I hate it SO MUCH!!!!!
I'm loosing it
I've spent all day searching for jobs... my doc had asked me not to and I don't think personally I'm in a state to do a full time job maybe not even a part time... but now I don't care! I have to do something.. I don't care if work drives me mad or I make a complete sham of it all... I just
sorry
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Old Jan 22, 2009, 03:59 PM
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Old Jan 22, 2009, 04:25 PM
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Old Jan 22, 2009, 05:52 PM
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molly, I've read a bunch of posts of yours here and ther eover time, this one ... I can completely relate to because I'm basically in the same spot... Horrible nightmarish dreams that I wake up to in the morning, making me freak out the rest of the day because all my "coping energy" is spent on the dream rather than my actual life. And needing a job but not getting one yet.

Just letting you know I'm here, sending you lots of hugs, and hoping we can both make it through
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Old Jan 23, 2009, 04:48 AM
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I can't cope wit this... I'm so physically tired because I NEVER sleep properly. The nightmares are messing with me. My heads a complete mess. Why am I writing it though... not gonna make s difference.
I'm big big mess right now




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molly, I've read a bunch of posts of yours here and ther eover time, this one ... I can completely relate to because I'm basically in the same spot... Horrible nightmarish dreams that I wake up to in the morning, making me freak out the rest of the day because all my "coping energy" is spent on the dream rather than my actual life. And needing a job but not getting one yet.

Just letting you know I'm here, sending you lots of hugs, and hoping we can both make it through
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