hello scared hourr

aaaaaadarkkk hour 2 oclock am who is here we cant see?

I hope you got to sleep safely, Kathy. safe hugs only if wanted.

oh my goodness we were up at 3 this monrning and I do not know who or why. BUUUUTT I am tired too. If I had had time Iwould have come here and written to you. jj.

so now how did it happen that it says Grand Member next to name? when was this? Is it grand after 500 posting?
Obviously ive been verbal. . .

Verbal's good! You have a lot to say, you say it. Nothing wrong w/ that!
Love,
RM

dont talk as much cause people dont get what im saying so its like im not aloud to be helpfull cause no one thinks i can say something helpfull or dont want to hear from me ( only if it is the poetry) i dont know how to get it across that its really very lonely and cofusing to not be heard on a generl subject and be ignored and have your contribution invalid because you dont speak the language . . . dont fit in any where except in a diagnosis or in the poetry- but i do know some things because i have been around on earth a long time.
just dont know how to be heard or make words understandable to other people. .

Kathyanita- i get what you are saying all of the time- please keep talking.

Thank you-
i believe you . . . (thats all i got right now)

((((((((((((((Kathyanita ))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I agree w/ "ok"........I understand what you're saying; I know this disorder(s) make you think that you are not making any sense (that's a drag, but one of things that you have to try to "dance around" w/ trying to make this disorder make sense in the first place) It's always scary, confusing and frustrating when you're starting to move on & get better............BUT that's why you should keep talking to us........you sense to "us" (I've got 9).......and yes, it's a scary ride, but you have all of us who are pulling for you!

Keep Talking! DAYZEE9

((((((((((((((((((((kathyanita)))))))))))))))))))))) dear, you do a fine job. i'm sorry that it feels you don't. please don't stop talking or supporting. your massive insight has helped me tremendously a few times. your insight is deep, and touches on things i can't find on my own. thank you for that.

i've always understood you.

kd

i understand you, Kathyanita...i admit that sometimes i have to read your posts twice, but you know what??? it's worth it and i always do it.......xoxo pat

keep saying what you want to say kathyanita. I may not know much of you but admire your forwardness. Please go on. You are worth it!!!!!! We all are worth it even if we don't believe it at this moment. Hang in there! Hope to get to know you.
lrks

Kathyanita, you make me think. That is a good thing. You make me go to the places inside that know where you are so I can beter understand. You are as honest as anyone I have ever met and you are direct. You do a great job trying to communicate what is inside. That is a brave thing to do. Some of us post details and not feelings. I think that you do a fine job reaching out here and I for one appreciate when you understand something FOR me. Language, yes, I know that barrier. Over the years I have learned the use of different words and to say them outloud. Used to send me running from the room. Words are big things to wrap one's brain around. It is a big deal to live consciously.