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May 23, 2005, 12:03 PM
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I'm just tired I guess and need a break from my world. Seems like it's never ending or it gets better for awhile. Just like a big circle. It's good for a time and then bad for a time. Someone get me off this crazy thing. Since I have to work mon-fri and I have to keep it so together during those days. And then the week-end comes and the world goes crazy on me. I stay so numb during the week, to feeling everything I've pushed aside all week in 2 days. It just gets to be too overwhelming. My husband asked me saturday if I was Ok now? Those words are not good to hear cause I know then that something had happened. He went on to tell me he found a little one hiding in the back of the closet he had convince that things were ok and they were safe. This was after him having to stop us from sucking our thumb in the middle of wal-mart. I want to be able to not worry about embarrassing myself and my husband with my behavior. It never stops. I spent most of yesterday crying. I'm not one who cries very often. I kind of know if I'm crying something is really bothering me. Right now everything is bothering me. I hurt so much yesterday. I couldn't get away from the pain. When it's both physical and mental at the same time I just can't cope. Think I'm just scared. How worse will it get? Will I get better? So much unknown right now. I want answers that no one can give me. Just sad today.
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May 23, 2005, 03:56 PM
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(((((((((((((((( Monty ))))))))))))))))))
I'm sorry things are tough for you right now, and I hope everything improves for you soon.
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May 23, 2005, 05:14 PM
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Big hugs to you & yours! I'm on disability so I don't have to work. I cannot imagine having a job anymore. All I can do to function w/ day to day things. Those that can hold down jobs, that's a feat in itself. Tho it feels like you are falling apart, you keep going.
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May 23, 2005, 11:00 PM
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Monty,
I work too and I know what you are saying. I am really sorry life is hard now and you are sad. I can answer one question...you will get better. Please believe that. Take care. place
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May 24, 2005, 12:24 PM
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(((((Monty)))) if ok
I have been there, all you really can do is ride it through the best you can. If you need help get it take care of yourself. Have you thought of going on disability, DID is covered. sending prayers for you, FI
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