over DID

over the past week i've met multiple alters who have explained the seriousness of their jobs and i suppose attitudes. i have therapy today, and now all of these are furious. they werent here before. my brain hurts.

i'm beginning to really be over DID....i used to think of it at this way of healing and a gift and yada yada....

now i just kind of want to punch myself in the face for being such a psycho idiot. i'm mad at my boyfriend today because i had a dream that he cheated on me, and half of my alters are having a caniption.

i cant deal with this crap anymore

The hardest part of being a multiple is learn to live with all of those that you time share within one body. Remember that what made us this way was not a walk in the park, it was living in h*ll that made us this way. When you have learned to work with each other and stop fighting againts each other that is when the healing comes more softer. Please be patient with each other and honor the fact that without them you may not have been here today. Each of you fought to keep the body alive so that you may one day enjoy it now its time to learn all that you all have been though and learn to work together as a unit. When we where in the military the frist thing that they did to us was break us down, to get rid of our individualality so that we could work as a unit. But the first part of breaking down is finding out who you really are so that you can build yourself back together again with a solid and secure foundation.If you have ever known any one in the marines ask them what h*ll week was like you may be surpise at how much it is the same for us relearning to work as a unit not an individual. WE have all the part to make our own unit inside of our selfs now we all just have to survive marine boot camp. WE send you safe hugs and let you know you are not alone.

(((wearemany)))

I totally understand. Seriously frustrating. I hope you can share some in therapy. Sending hugs.

(((((((( wearemany ))))))))

((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))

From one DID to another - I understand how you feel and I
promise it will get better if you stay in therapy and work hard.

((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))

(((((wearemany)))) You are a wonderfull human being. and you are not alone. I am sorry for the first post and truth it was more for us then you we have been going through same stuff and have to remind each other that even if we do not accept the reason for us being here. That we still deserve a chance of hope and freedom. thank you for being here.

Wearemany:

Lots of safety and comfort and protection and caring and concern for you.

Praying for deep breaths and a gentle letting go of the frustration till you can go to your therapist.

Love,
Hunny

I hate to say that I am in the same boat!! I cant seem to communicate with my alters and the only place is in therapy. I want to have them ( any alter that is to come out) but noone will. I feel since that in therapy if that is the only place they will have their say, then I dont want to have anything to do with them!! Sorry for venting, but this thread hits home with me!
I want to send thoughts of comfort and hugs your way...thanks for posting!

wearemany and just2b
perhaps you can try this it is something
my old T taught us
place 2 chairs in the dinning room or were ever you
feel most comfortable place the chairs oppisite each other
invite someone to come sit and talk ( from inside )
and listen carefully to what they have to say and ask they do the same for you
I hope this may help in someway.
There is nothing more beautiful than to
feel safe and loved by our inside family.