[willowtrees10]

I am having a hard time. I live with a woman who' s daughter had DID. The daughter killed her self 12 or so yrs ago. When ever i bring up or do anything that particually similar, the woman starts talking about her kid. Plus i have problems with suciide. the woman told me a few yrs ago " don't you ever do that to me again. My daughter was sicker then you and she never did that to me." what i did was OD and did at home. The woman told me today that if i wated to die i would do it andnot tell anyone. She also started talking about how it is sad because her nephew drinks and does pot. He as aids and she said he does this to block out the r*tual ab*se . Her nephew denis it ever happening. The woman said i know it happended because my daughter never lied.
I get screamed at and compared to some dead person i never met when i do something, but he gets an oh poor kid. and he is 40 yrs old.
I can't move because i do not have money. I am in grad. school and have alot of bills. IM so tired of it all.
Plus i am going to an internview tuesday at a hospital for social work intern and the doctor that i saw for my physical wrote down my psych history and stuff. The people that i am interviewing at needs those records so i can't just not give them to them. i am afraid this is going to kill my chance of a placement.

[Hunny]

Willowtrees10,

You are dealing with so much. Have you mentioned this woman to your therapist?

These are the kinds of people you will meet in your social work intern placement, do you think you can think of her this way. Also, I am wondering if you are so triggered that if this is the right time for you to be doing something so stressful.

Moving may not be an option but if you don't it seems something else may erupt.

Can some of your other alters pitch in a give a hand to yourself? It seems you are coping with way too much by yourself.

Hunny

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[anderson]

(((((Willowtrees)))))))
Even those with in us are tired of so many things that are happening to us. But the fact that othershave made this path and are willing to surport each other is something that we have not felt in such a long time. Dump here just put up the warnings. If all of us can find a way to surport each other and get the Mential Health community to hear us the all the suffering that we have endured does have meaning to us that is but like in the post of surport for us. The way to get through times of lonelyness is to find the reason to make it worth something. Will it make the pain go away no but it will give that which you endure a purpose. If you can take that exsperance into your carear then you will have more value then any book learned person. You will have value and strength in your words that will help others to see a future.

[possum220]

willowtrees - I dont know what your relationship is with this woman, but I would seriously try and have a talk with her and put some topics off limits. If she didn't comply I would just leave the room. You don't have to put up with her rantings. Sounds like she is in serious denial and needs counselling herself.