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We went to the T tonight. I talked about some stuff in the box. I don't feel any better. Now I feel awful! It's all back again. All the bad stuff I did when I got really mad. Then T talked to my person and now she has to take away my laxatives and give her pain meds to her H because she is afraid I will do something. I take her pain meds when it hurts too much and I can't do anything else. Sometimes I take extra. T is afraid I will take too much and hurt us. I hid the laxatives and I will hide the pain meds. Can she really do this??? I won't bother T again.
Vicki |
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Vicki,
Your T and person are trying to keep everyone safe. You are worth keeping safe. I know it's hard sometimes when you are so mad. Maybe you could draw a picture of what / who you are mad at, tape it to a pillow and give it a good wallop. Not everything is your fault, Vicki. Please know that. And please know that we care about you. You keep posting here and talking to us. Hugs from Petunia... |
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My person gave the meds to H. Now what?? H goes out of town on the 11th. What if we need them?? I did some writting last night. Didn't help much. Person came out and talked to H and gave him the meds. I was going to stay in while he's home--next 10 days!!! It's gonna be awful. He's gonna watch and make sure everything is ok. Can't even slip up. He has T's # and will call if he thinks I'm doing something. How am I gonna live with all this pain stuff inside now?? Why would H care if I take meds or puke????
Person is happy he's home. I feel like I'm in prison. Vicki |
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We survive no matter what here
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Vicki, maybe the person who gave the meds "away" is planning to handle the time also? (((hugs))))
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