Fear of deletion from site (rather long)

This sounds even crazier than usual,I know, but I have developed a fear of being deleted from the site.
I lost a lot of time recently, everything since June 11th,& now I`m afraid I`ll come back & have been deleted. I`m not sure we could deal with that.
Whoever was in didn`t take our physical meds, most importantly the thyroid replacement stuff, & now I feel really sick & weird & keep falling asleep, & I don`t know who will be out when I wake up.
Some of the people I talked to have been deleted while I was gone. Does anyone know what happened to _zh?
I`m scared, & lost in time. We have not lost this much time ever before, when we couldn`t remember the facts of what happened. 3 days was the most.
Can some of you really talk to the others of you ? We never could, still can`t.
Sorry message incoherent lol. We are lost, don`t know who we are any more Don`t think whoever was in ate anything, she is suicidally anorexic. Some of us seem to be nuts & others not. Homicidal & suicidal alter was out according to husband (he should know, she cuts the tube to his oxygen machine).
What makes Doc delete you?
Sorry very confused post but then I`m confused.

your account will not be deleted from this site unless you request it. even if someone's breaking guidelines, an account isn't deleted without a warning. you're safe here, k?

zh's account was deleted due to her request. she's dealing with alot and requested this. it was nothing she did.

you work on helping yourselves. you're gonna be fine here, k? i hope this helps some.

be safe!

kd

Thanks for reassurance kimmydawn

We are in a bad place right now

T died in January, husband dying slowly, schizophrenic son
has stopped his treatment, much danger ahead

So fragile your post made me cry

Thank you for caring

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I hope things get better for you soon.

There are times when it seems impossible that we can get through the stuff life gives us. I am told we can do it. I am here and I care. I wish you luck in caring for yourself and being gentle during this difficult time.

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You have to deal with so much now- i'm so sorry that it's so hard. No wonder you're losing time.
i can't talk to other parts either- it's hard to live from one part to another - everything keeps constantly changing all the time.

i hope that things gets better soon.

Please take care,
kerria

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usually the only people that can talk to their alters are people who have something known as co-consciosusness... Don't worry if you don't have it... also please don't worry about being deleted im sure non of the moderators will delete you if you have any type of sabatical from the site.. Everyone on this site is here for you and wouldn't turn away

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Everything Kimmy says is perfectly true, you won't be deleted from the site with no prior warning. I'm sorry you've lost so much time, that must be so scary. Hopefully it will help you a little knowing that you won't be banned. take care.