tired ................................

Just need to sit here for awhile.
just tired of how quickly those with in are sharing
without time to heal from each one
We have baby crying,
So many things going through our head and no one to talk to face to face that not tell us get over it....... no one here understands that we can not always control how each other acts or why.
so we sit here, rocking, just wanting to have a place to sit that no one can hurt us.
we under blanket with uni and puppy.

(((((((((((((((anderson))))))))))
I am sorry know there is always someone who will understand yuou just need to find them. Keep fighting. Know people care. I wish you all the best

Lavender

((Anderson))

We are here for you. Please sit with us if you feel comfortable and stay as long as you need/want to. We agree with Lavender, there is someone out there. Please don't stop looking. We are still looking too and we still have hope. Sending lots of safe hugs and warm fuzzies from the hotel.

Cris

(((((lavender and chris)))))
We sit with you both and all with in.
we sit under the dream tree to think of only good things until
sandman gives us a good dream of rainbows and unicorn.
we hold our favirote stuffie and warm blankie
is that okay with you?

That's fine with me. I am holding Bunny and PJ's animals too.

we can hide under cover with our stuffies with you if its ok

((((anderson))))

Know that you are not alone. When the memories come and all feels so dark, you are never alone. We walk here together and though it feels so alone, there are many here that care and are right beside you lifting you up with support and encouragement. When you fall we are there to pick you up again and hold you up until you can get your footing once again. Never do you have to walk this alone again.

I know that you feel you have no one thee IRL, but please know we are right here and we are listening with open ear. We sit here quietly with you for you to cry, scream, hide, be quiet, or what ever you need to do. But know that there is no judgement or expectations. Whatever you need to feel or need to say, we are listening. Quietly we sit holding out our hand of friendship for you to take when and if you can...........................
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Breath and keep safe. Hold on to your stuffies and feel surrounded by your friends here on PC. We care. Sending you gentle hugs and loving thoughts. always.

dps

((anderson))) hope you were able to get some sleep. What can I do to help?

((((all))))
We are just overloaded by the pain of one of the babys. right now we are just sitting feling the emotion and body paiins that a child that young sould never had felt. we are at our safe place looking at the fire wondering when the pain will stop. She dose not feel as afeard as we did last night. I guess we are still crying over the lost of innocence and safety that we did not have as babies and the fact that even though our son acts as if he has no memoir of those that have hurt us he must have felt the same way for all that we tired to protect him. There was times that we failed until we were able to leave the area of those that h urt us. I guess this was another H*** night and day.
We are just going to sit by the fire and cry to let go of the things that we had no control of. with stuffies and hot tea. Is that okay ?????

((((((((((((((((((anderson)))))))))))))))))))))) I think sitting by the fire and letting yourself cry may be very healing for you. I find sitting next to the fireplace and drinking something that soothes us, and having your stuffies, can be very calming. And crying can be such a nice release of all the pain. I hope you find it helpful. I am sorry you are having to go through this.

BB