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Oct 01, 2005, 05:33 PM
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i never felt thids kind of weird before.
its too quiet. theres no play, theres no child, theres no wishes, theres no wild imposible ideas and plans and fantasy, theres nothing colored, theres no noise and thats more haunted and lonely than when theres too much noise. I cant even find a vocabularyt. Like waklking around in the dark in an abandoned building. No untilities no power no nothoing. Its a little scary. i admit it. id say uncle if there was anyone to say it to. |
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Oct 01, 2005, 05:50 PM
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{{{{{ Nevada }}}}}
I'm so sorry. It must be very strange. I've never known "silence" before. Ever. Not for one moment of my life. So I can't even imagine what a lonely? scary? alien? place it is right now. This must be what the normals call peace and quiet.  I bet you don't know what to do with it. Stay safe, kiddo. That's always first. Keep us posted. Petunia |
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#3
Oct 01, 2005, 05:57 PM
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well i know where some went and guess what, im not staying if no one else has to. im f-ing done being the the only one in the f-ing dark! leaving.
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#4
Oct 01, 2005, 06:12 PM
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(((((((((((((nevada))))))))))))))
i've done that twice! the last time that happened t was very concerned as to why. i knew everyone had gone deep and away from me. if i tried really hard, i could sense and scrambling way deep though. i have to tell you ... it was for a reason when it happened with me. take really good care of yourself right now. kd
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#5
Oct 01, 2005, 07:08 PM
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there not asleep. just there not .not there, not here. i dont know how to get over there.
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#6
Oct 01, 2005, 07:24 PM
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(((((((((((nevada)))))))))))
no, i don't think they're asleep either. i think they're way deep...possibly working, possibly getting together to figure something out... i don't think they're asleep either, but i don't think they're gone, gone. i think they're just "way deep" right now. we're here for you right now. we're not going away. kd
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Oct 01, 2005, 10:09 PM
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(((((Nevada)))))
At one time i thought all the others were dead except me. I think it was a reaction to extreme stress. Anyway, some of them are back now & more talking between them than ever, & more returning to us all the time. It did take rather a long time. Hang on in there Nevada, they've just had to go deep while you deal with something irl probably. Noname.
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#8
Oct 01, 2005, 10:17 PM
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yeah, i think you are both kd and noname , both right but i dont trust this I dont want to wander off ib the middle of the night like one time when the cops picked ME up cause i didnt know who my husband is and had on a nightgown and no shoes. now i watched my self in the bathroom mirror take the meds so i WILL be asleep in about 20 minutes. thanks for talking.
not REALLY a nevada |
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Oct 01, 2005, 10:20 PM
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I did that once too, I wandered off & didn't know my name or anything. It's scary & dangerous. PM if you like.
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#10
Oct 01, 2005, 10:46 PM
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i got one last thing and go to bed, do you need a microwave thats the size for a restraunt i have it in the trunk and its not mine and there it is since i got back from the hospital last week. i remember the guys wheeled it to the car on a gurney. it pretty funny. bye.
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#11
Oct 02, 2005, 07:44 AM
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not with you all who talked with me last night. . . today looks way better. . . thanks for helping. . .
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#12
Oct 02, 2005, 08:47 AM
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((((((((((nevada))))))))))) i'm glad the body sleeping allowed things to return closer to y'all's normal.
have a great one! kd
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