Old Siggy

I went back to my old siggy because I don't feel special enough to have such a pretty sparkly one.

I want to thank MP for creating the really pretty one. Snowbird went into hiding and doesn't want anyone to make her feel good. She is angry and hurt and feeling betrayed.

She thinks people only cared enough so they could get her to trust and feel good only so they could hurt her again.

She's not so safe.

I understand, I am here.....

thanks fuzzy

((( all of you )))

Fuzzy

gggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

i am sorry your sad.

it sucks and hurts, thanks for being here! (((( One ))))

PS We must go fishing soon

((((( SongBird ))))))

safe thoughts,
Fuzzy

I hope you are feeling safe... and Snowbird too... it is ok for her to go away for awhile. I am here for you SongbirdandDaisy

Lilith,

Hugs -

I don't know what I feel right now. Too many things have happened in my personal life and now this private forum that has everything all shaken up. I'm trying to look at all of it logically to try and make sense out of it.

I didn't think it was okay for Snowbird to go away. T is trying to get her to come out more because she seems to be a real problem for me. I guess "out" in session is what he wants. It's safer that way. But she is really hurt now.

((((((((((SongBirdandDaisy)))))))))))))))) I am hoping Snowbird will feel safe enough to come out again soon. Please take care and be patient.

(((((((fuzzy white bear)))))))))

I am trying. I saw T this morning and it did help clarify some things and now I have a lot to think about.

We are still very sad and feel left out and abandonded and scared no one will like us because we don't belong. I can't help it. This is how I feel and it all hurts. I'm not feeling too safe right now and proboblly shouldn't have written that.

No matter what I say, people don't understand. I can't help the way I feel. I am trying. T said in his many years of practice, he has never had a client that has done so much to try and help themselves (he was talking about me). But what I do never seems to be enough and I am sad.

Snowbird hides because she is angry and feels like she was led to believe that she could express herself, finally, without being judged and now she was judged and is hurt and all the progress we made is gone.

Someone said to take baby steps outside this forum. I tried another baby step and got squished. Maybe it was a big step - oops. I just want people to respect me for who I am and how I feel. They don't have to like any of us. We're used to that, mean kids at school, mean kids in the family, mean daddy. He's very sick right now and I don't know what to think about that.

Whatever you want to call us, Snowbird slipped out and I have to stop now because I have to maintain control. Someone say a prayer for me.

Love,
Anne

This is how I feel and it all hurts.

I hear you and validate your feelings. They do matter and a lot of us do understand why you are hurting.

You are not alone. We're all still here. Post anything you want or need to. You're doing just fine.

Yep, even if they seem silly or wrong feelings are feelings and we have to accept them as being just that sometimes.

I too felt a little hurt so I understand.

We are all still here for each other though.

We RESPECT you lots and lots.

Sometimes the pain just gets too much, ay.......we r thinkin of you..............

((((((((( SongbirdandDaisy ))))))))))))))

I am here for all of you.

Love and hugs,

Jan

((((((((( SongbirdandDaisy - All ))))))))))

You do not walk alone. We are all here for you.

Hugs,

Jan

(((((((((((((Miss Jan)))))))))))))

((((((((( All ))))))))

All of you are most welcome!!!!!!

Hugs,

Miss Jan