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Old May 11, 2014, 12:48 PM
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Hi everyone.
I'm Margaret, and whilst I shall not impersonate Lana and try to act like the manager of the system, I'm contemplating a situation which I can't ignore.
I think there's a new alter in this system - a new alter which, we may think, has been here since the beggining.
Her name is Amber and she writes in this color. She may seem happy, radiant and full of joy. However, I must tell you that you'd be wrong if you thought so. She's an horrible creature, rose by Satan himself, which is obsessed with drugs and prostitution.
I've found myself lost in the deepest streets of this city's suburbs countless times - looking so trashy and with half pack of cigarettes gone.
Her goal is to find hard drugs like heroin or cocaine and drug herself - but due to the uncommon characteristics of our lifes, we all would thus be addicted too!
She seems to want to be a prostitute too.
She's really unstabilized the whole system, we were doing relatively well... but since she appeared, we went fully unstable - we're again switching from smokers to non-smokers, motivated by her unhealthiness but at the same time relapsing because of her influence on our perception of addiction.
We were doing so well, and I find myself as the orchestrator in this whole mess. Am I the new host?
Whatsoever, I need answers. What am I supposed to do to organize this mess?

Regards,
Margaret
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Old May 11, 2014, 11:26 PM
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Hi everyone.
I'm Margaret, and whilst I shall not impersonate Lana and try to act like the manager of the system, I'm contemplating a situation which I can't ignore.
I think there's a new alter in this system - a new alter which, we may think, has been here since the beggining.
Her name is Amber and she writes in this color. She may seem happy, radiant and full of joy. However, I must tell you that you'd be wrong if you thought so. She's an horrible creature, rose by Satan himself, which is obsessed with drugs and prostitution.
I've found myself lost in the deepest streets of this city's suburbs countless times - looking so trashy and with half pack of cigarettes gone.
Her goal is to find hard drugs like heroin or cocaine and drug herself - but due to the uncommon characteristics of our lifes, we all would thus be addicted too!
She seems to want to be a prostitute too.
She's really unstabilized the whole system, we were doing relatively well... but since she appeared, we went fully unstable - we're again switching from smokers to non-smokers, motivated by her unhealthiness but at the same time relapsing because of her influence on our perception of addiction.
We were doing so well, and I find myself as the orchestrator in this whole mess. Am I the new host?
Whatsoever, I need answers. What am I supposed to do to organize this mess?

Regards,
Margaret
Im sorry but only you and your internal system of alters and your own treatment providers can answer your questions and help you figure out what is going on with in you.

for me when things got like this where an alter was a danger to their self and others my treatment providers had me hospitalized for my and my internal system of alters safety.

my suggestion if you really want the answers you are looking for contact your treatment providers they can help you figure out what is best for you and your internal system of alters. and how to go about stabilizing and keeping everyone safe.
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