Big Problem-Trigger

I actually have a big problem going on with me and there are many changes going on in my life. I am now living in an assisted living place and this is because of my frequent stays at the hospital. It's not so bad though, we feel safer there than with my parents. The thing is I've been there since Friday and I met up with this guy on Saturday and we talked for like 4 hours and all was good. Then on Sunday I was with him talking and I switched and found myself somewhere else than I remember and well I guess we did some things. This is something that I, Jennifer, would not do, I can't even say, write, even type the word about what happened. That's how much I am separated from this part and the other parts like her. Well see then I talked to my T about this on Monday and she didn't think it was a bad thing and just thought I should get on birth control or whatever. But then Monday night I found myself at his place and again we had done some things. Jenny, my part told me that nothing was used. So now I am really worried about maybe getting pregnant, it's been on my mind all the time and I am so worried about it. I told this guy about what happened to me the last two nights, or tried to, I don't know if he understood though. I don't want to lose him, we are getting really close and we like eachother. What should I do? Any suggestions, cause I got to feel a little better about all this.

Hello Jennifer,
You should carry protection with you. And let your other parts know that they should use them. To ease your mind, get a pregnancy test in three weeks. Where are you in your cycle?
PM me anytime.... Altheia

Thanks for responding Lilith, it really means alot to me when people care enough to respond. I am not sure where I'm at in my cycle actually. I think I am going to go to my doctor sometime. My sister thinks I should do the morning after thing, she told me it isn't too late. The guy I am with, he said he will have something on Friday, so that will be good. Also I have an agreement with my parts that they will use some kind of protection. Though last night they didn't follow the agreement. I'm not going to freak out anymore about this and I'm not going to tell anyone this time, like in my real life, I"m not going to tell those who are against him. Again thanks for writng back.

Jennifer

Jennifer It can be so scary to not know what has happened for periods of time. I hope you continue to encourage everyone to use protection. Please keep yourself safe.

Jennifer, if I may sugeest, go to the local family planning center or Rape counseling for advice. I think it is too late for the morning after pill. PM me anytime....
Altheia

Yeah your probably right, it's probably too late. I will just have to wait and see what happens I guess. I would be so scared to go to those places but I may have to look into it. Thanks for the advice, I'm going to talk to someone about it.
Jennifer