Basically me :)

Basically...I was beat as a child up to high school years. I split when I was 5. I knew I had alts at 13. Jump forward 35 years. We kept it a secret and managed. I switch seamlessly according to situation. Always been in denial to suit the present. I just recently admitted the truth. So tired of hiding. We're done fighting. (I is us)

My original is still a child and we never grew up. Alts have ran this body through the years. It's now my turn. We have been through some of the craziest stuff anyone can imagine. My shrink loves our stories. I'm the official host at present.

Please don't judge us. Thank you.

Wow, so sorry to hear about you being beat up! Your experiences seem very frustrating to me. I hope someone comes along who has had similar experiences. You get a great big (((hug)))

No judgements here! Thank you for sharing!

No judgements here, this is a safe place.

Absolutely no judgements. Hang in there. Glad to hear you are getting support and care.

We were beaten up most nights after school for 8 years.. I understand your situation..
-Hazel.

Thank you. Most of it is blocked, the actual events actually. I know I was begging for my life at times. It seems like it was another lifetime, but any how. I was forced a memory recall the other night and nearly killed myself. I had a bottle of rum on hand trying to kill the pain. It still hurts today. I woke up with cuts on my arm. :/

But thank you for understanding.

Mine are memories that Daniel (alter) coped with.. I seem to remember it like a movie in my head. In times I dream about the past and..well.. it swallows me emotionally. I try my best to keep forward, but sometimes, little things that people say or do reminds us about the past.. and D comes out.

My original suffered all this. I've never revisited my past till I felt challenged the other night. I was devastated. I can't go back. I'll never do it again till I die. I'm still emotionally warped because of it. I Knew better, but did it anyways. Peered through the veil, found my original and nearly died. But, I'm getting a grip now, I think. I Brought out the big guns. Still trying to stabilize.

I, sometimes, can't sleep for 2 to 3 days because I have nightmares... memories. This has affected me personally and in my intimate life in my relationship

I'm sorry sweetheart.

I cry for you.

I hope my pain doesn't end up as a burden for you..

Never sweety. I hope and pray the best for you because we all have got our own crosses to bare.

Thank you, you've got my respects as I know you are older than me. You are truly support for me

[QUOTE=D. girl;4188344]Thank you, you've got my respects as I know you are older than me. You are truly support for me [emoji5

OMG you make me feel old! :P

[QUOTE=AlwaysChanging2;4188348]Oops! sorry xD