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stephen.davidson.5 · May 12, 2015 at 12:22 PM

Didn't think anyone was still reading this

Looking forward to getting my own house!!!

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possum220 · May 13, 2015 at 08:45 AM

I like to check in and see how you are going.

Having your own place to live will be wonderful.

stephen.davidson.5 · May 13, 2015 at 11:30 AM

Thank you, that means a lot!!

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Dusty5 · May 20, 2015 at 09:08 AM

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Hi Stephen, hang in their son, she's just going through a rough patch and she'll be fine in the end. I know it's hard with all that you have got to deal with, just don't let it get to you because this is the way it is for us. I can't be certain, but it sounds like she might be caught up in a mixed state due to the anger through the mania and depression. She's in a safe place where she needs to be. Don't worry about her, she's fine. You need to be watching after yourself. We can't have her coming out and you going in, now can we? Tuesday is not too far away, hang in there and things are bound to get better.

Hi Stephen,
Hope you and your girlfriend are okay now...Let us hear from you...

stephen.davidson.5 · May 20, 2015 at 09:40 AM

I have an update.

I handed in my notice at work,
Using my last wage to do my forklift test.
Then only thing to worry about is my house!!

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stephen.davidson.5 · May 20, 2015 at 09:44 AM

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Hi Stephen,
Hope you and your girlfriend are okay now...Let us hear from you...

I'm not sure how Rebecca is, we haven't spoke in awhile, I'm collecting my things on Sunday.
I had hoped she would figure everything out in her head, but she is still blaming me for everything that has happened.
But to be honest, I'm doing a heck of a lot better!!
Everything's seems to be falling into place, and I am hopeful for the future

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stephen.davidson.5 · May 20, 2015 at 01:17 PM

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stephen.davidson.5 · May 30, 2015 at 02:59 PM

Hello, not much to report.
I officially left my job on Friday.
I'm booking my course on Monday.
Still waiting to hear about a house.
I am a lot more stable.
I keep forgetting to take my morning meds.

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possum220 · Jun 04, 2015 at 05:57 AM

Sounds like life is moving forward for you.

Can you put your meds in a prominent position so they are harder to forget. Or maybe even have an alarm on your phone that goes off to remind you. Take Care and good luck.

stephen.davidson.5 · Jun 04, 2015 at 06:40 AM

To be honest, I'm feeling like I don't need them. I'll keep taking them until I can see my dr.
But things are going a little to well.
I'm keeping as positive as possible.
I've been thinking about the break up, I can't believe she still thinks I tried to hit her!
I think there's something else going on.

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stephen.davidson.5 · Jun 11, 2015 at 08:50 AM

Hello!!
I went to talk to Rebecca today,
It went really well!
I don't want to get back with her, I just want to go back to being friends, she says the same. We have been in each other's lives for 9 years.
It would be a shame to throw all of that away.

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Jun 11, 2015 at 09:26 AM

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Originally Posted by stephen.davidson.5

Hello!!
I went to talk to Rebecca today,
It went really well!
I don't want to get back with her, I just want to go back to being friends, she says the same. We have been in each other's lives for 9 years.
It would be a shame to throw all of that away.

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Sometimes it's better this way. Sometimes being a couple isn't good for the mental health of all involved. I hope y'all find your happiness.

stephen.davidson.5 · Jun 11, 2015 at 12:00 PM

I think we will.
No matter what, we are good for each other. We were friends for 7 years.
It would be a shame to lose that friendship.

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stephen.davidson.5 · Jun 11, 2015 at 12:02 PM

She's focusing on psychotherapy,
And I'm going to ask for psychology.
I'm at that point, the meds are ok, but I want to get to the bottom of my issues.

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stephen.davidson.5 · Jun 24, 2015 at 02:55 PM

I'm struggling today.
I haven't stopped thinking about Rebecca, I miss dancing with her and joking around.
Generally being in her company.
And Connor started the academy today, maybe worrying about him triggered it.

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stephen.davidson.5 · Jul 04, 2015 at 05:03 PM

We are giving it another go.

We aren't rushing into anything!
She is finishing therapy,
And sorting everything out
I'm focused on finding a new job, and getting a house.
We are friends at the moment, But we are determined to try again when we are both back on track

She keeps saying sorry for everything, I keep telling her there's no need to apologise,
It wasn't her.
But, I understand her news to say sorry

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Jul 05, 2015 at 09:29 PM

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Originally Posted by stephen.davidson.5

We are giving it another go.

We aren't rushing into anything!
She is finishing therapy,
And sorting everything out
I'm focused on finding a new job, and getting a house.
We are friends at the moment, But we are determined to try again when we are both back on track

She keeps saying sorry for everything, I keep telling her there's no need to apologise,
It wasn't her.
But, I understand her news to say sorry

Yay for you sweety! I hope it goes well and y'all respect each other's space.

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Yay for you sweety! I hope it all ges well for yall and that y'all respect each other spaces!

stephen.davidson.5 · Jul 05, 2015 at 09:36 PM

We've been watching films the last few nights.
Everything is good.

I forget people are reading this.
Thank you all for your support!

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Jul 05, 2015 at 09:58 PM

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Originally Posted by stephen.davidson.5

We've been watching films the last few nights.
Everything is good.

I forget people are reading this.
Thank you all for your support!

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Well uh duh! This is like online!

stephen.davidson.5 · Jul 06, 2015 at 06:06 AM

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Well uh duh! This is like online!

I know =)
I think of this as my mood diary.
Never imagined anyone would still be reading it. =)
I have read it all, what a messed up couple of months!
But I have learned, that no matter how hard everything gets! It ALWAYS get better!
Ok, I'm staying with my parents.
But, I'm now a trained forklift operator, I have my friend back!
And I'm not working in that kitchen!!
I am very hopeful for the future. =)

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stephen.davidson.5 Member Member Since May 2014 Posts: 80 10	May 12, 2015 at 12:22 PM #81 Didn't think anyone was still reading this Looking forward to getting my own house!!! Sent from my iPod touch using Tapatalk
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stephen.davidson.5 Member Member Since May 2014 Posts: 80 10	May 20, 2015 at 09:40 AM #85 I have an update. I handed in my notice at work, Using my last wage to do my forklift test. Then only thing to worry about is my house!! Sent from my iPod touch using Tapatalk
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stephen.davidson.5 Member Member Since May 2014 Posts: 80 10	May 30, 2015 at 02:59 PM #88 Hello, not much to report. I officially left my job on Friday. I'm booking my course on Monday. Still waiting to hear about a house. I am a lot more stable. I keep forgetting to take my morning meds. Sent from my iPod touch using Tapatalk
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possum220 Legendary Member Since Jan 2009 Location: Uppa Gumtree West Posts: 19,397 (SuperPoster!) 15 7,984 hugs given	Jun 04, 2015 at 05:57 AM #89 Sounds like life is moving forward for you. Can you put your meds in a prominent position so they are harder to forget. Or maybe even have an alarm on your phone that goes off to remind you. Take Care and good luck.
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stephen.davidson.5 Member Member Since May 2014 Posts: 80 10	Jun 04, 2015 at 06:40 AM #90 To be honest, I'm feeling like I don't need them. I'll keep taking them until I can see my dr. But things are going a little to well. I'm keeping as positive as possible. I've been thinking about the break up, I can't believe she still thinks I tried to hit her! I think there's something else going on. Sent from my iPod touch using Tapatalk
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stephen.davidson.5 Member Member Since May 2014 Posts: 80 10	Jun 11, 2015 at 08:50 AM #91 Hello!! I went to talk to Rebecca today, It went really well! I don't want to get back with her, I just want to go back to being friends, she says the same. We have been in each other's lives for 9 years. It would be a shame to throw all of that away. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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stephen.davidson.5 Member Member Since May 2014 Posts: 80 10	Jun 11, 2015 at 12:00 PM #93 I think we will. No matter what, we are good for each other. We were friends for 7 years. It would be a shame to lose that friendship. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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stephen.davidson.5 Member Member Since May 2014 Posts: 80 10	Jun 11, 2015 at 12:02 PM #94 She's focusing on psychotherapy, And I'm going to ask for psychology. I'm at that point, the meds are ok, but I want to get to the bottom of my issues. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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stephen.davidson.5 Member Member Since May 2014 Posts: 80 10	Jun 24, 2015 at 02:55 PM #95 I'm struggling today. I haven't stopped thinking about Rebecca, I miss dancing with her and joking around. Generally being in her company. And Connor started the academy today, maybe worrying about him triggered it. Sent from my iPod touch using Tapatalk
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stephen.davidson.5 Member Member Since May 2014 Posts: 80 10	Jul 05, 2015 at 09:36 PM #98 We've been watching films the last few nights. Everything is good. I forget people are reading this. Thank you all for your support! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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